I really hate life. People just don't get me. I'm too complicated and needy to make a friendship last. They all end after I get attached and then really upset. We never talk again and all of the friends I met through you only seem to want to hear your side of the story. You must start again. Find someone you like, become attached, then let them walk over you like dirt before never talking again. I think they're was that one moment once where I thought I wasn't dirt but over the years I have realised how wrong I am. I'm nothing but dirt that clings to people's shoes and then gets dragged in onto the carpet to stain. I'm irrelevant. Or at least that's how people make me feel.
