Lose To Win (August Alsina)

.:Finals:.

.:August Alsina:.
Two Weeks

"Alright class, I'll give you a few minutes to get settled for the finals" said the teacher

"Damn, man I ain't ready fa this" I sighed

"Hell yea, too fucking tired" added ty

"Too damn stressed" said Chris

"Too fucking high" stated trey

"Or, too lazy to study,too lazy to study, and last but not least too lazy to study"chimed in Kayla

"I studied, but I'm slick nervous, like this determines our future, whether we make it out or not" said Kristina

"Right, plus ms.Duncan known fa puttin different shit from the test on the study guide" I replied

"Hell yea" agreed Chris

"Alright, clear your desk" said ms.Duncan

I sighed, removin stuff from my"uh desk. The people in front of meh passed the papers back, skippin ova' jaylenes seat,well old seat she ain't been hea since we fucked.

"I need a pencil,I need pencil dog, I need a pencil, so I can write on this scantron, Ima fail this test, but I know I'm the best-"

"If you don't shut the fuck up, Ima punch you in yo chest"trey stated interrupting that old ass song trey was rapping

Some people laughed, but most were tense from nervousness of the finals.

"All the test, and scantrons are out nomore talking fro this point on, you may begin testing " spoke ms.duncan

I looked at the first question.

What was the famous word stated in the Raven multiple times.?

I remember going over this with Jay'Lene, afta' we almost had sex that time, I was saying let's try again, but she kept repeating NEVERMORE. She was referring to the poem "The Raven" by Edgar Allen Poe .

I answered the question, and a few more after that, till I came to one that reminded me of her again. I just didn't know the answer.

Who is the goddess of wisdom.?(in the Raven"

.:Flashback:.

"If we ever had a baby what would you name it" asked Jay'Lene playin in muh hair as I laid on ha lap

"Shit, I really don't know, but if it's a boy I'd name him Camille" I answered

"Why"

"Because, muh brother Mel, Camille and Mel, ya know.?"

"Why not Jamel then, I mean it rhymed better"

"Ya ass just wanted ta add a muh'fuckin J in it " I laughed a little

"Slick, but if we had a girl I'd name her Athena" she spoke

"Why is that"

"Athena is the goddess of wisdom, I want her to be the smartest of them all"

I could tell she felt passionate bout it, just by the way she smiled at havin only the thought of it.

"Damn, I love you" I stated not even realizin how I was just smiling at ha