Always in my Heart (Larry Stylinson)

Chapter 6

Harry's P.O.V

I woke up the next morning to something warm next to me.

I open my eyes, but the blazing sunlight hit my eyes as I squease my eyes shut, rubbing them as I did so.

I reopen them to look around my sensory but my eyes widened once my eyes are laid on Louis.

What the hell happen last night!?

I shakily sit up, but freeze when Louis stired in his sleep, I really don't want him to wake up to see me next to him, you never know what he could do once he sees me.

But Louis soon went straight back to sleep, thankfully, I pull his arm of me as a tingle left my finger tips to be honest that scared me.

I slowly step out of bed as Louis turns his back to me his eyes still shut.

What even scared me the most I'm only in a T-shirt and boxes, I blush deeply thinking of him undressing me.

Wait What...?

Louis hates me no matter what, but he was sweet with me yesterday, I'm so confused.

I look around and my eyes land on my bag, now this is weird.

I walk over to it as it's set on a desk chair, I open it to revile my clothes, now I'm scared.

I quickly change into some new boxes, black jeans and plain black t-shirt.

I zip up my bag, leaving the room and turn back around to Louis who looked so beautiful when he's asleep, I wish I could stay with him.

I sign, I leave the room quietly as I close the door but suddenly, I felt scared to back to my house, i just want to stay here.

I shake my head, walking down the stairs putting my shoes on and leaving my love.

I quitley walk down the street after 10 minutes.

But I got home and I signed happily, James isn't home.

I walk up to the door unlocking it with the spare key.

I walk in taking my shoes of and shutting the door.

I just walk up to my room, not looking forward to see James when he get's home, he would rather abuse me or do something even worse.

I shiver at that thought, I really hate my life the way it has turned out, getting bullied at school by everyone even my crush and his dogs and then come home to abusive family.

I have to be strong though, for my mum, she hates seeing James  hurt me but I prefer me getting hurt then my mum.

I lay on my bed wondering what my life could've turned out if I didn't come out and James not stepping into my life, I just wish it was different.

I sign, turning onto my side looking over at my clock 9:56 James will be home soon but my stomach grumbles telling me I'm hungry.

I sit up and stand up walking over to the door then going downstairs to the kitchen, looking in the cupboards.

I pull out some donuts and walked upstairs back to my room.

I close the door, locking it so if James does come home he can't get in.

I turn the TV on flicking through channels, until my favourite film came on; Peter Pan.

I love how Peter Pan represents Louis and me Tinkerbell, call me crazy but I do, because Peter and Tinkerbell are so good friends but Tinkerbell has a crush on Peter, well, that's how I feel.