Love You More :) (Jahvie) *Sequel*

Chapter 7

A/N I love how almost every comment on the last chapter had a death threat towards Taylor in it. :p Sorry to say she can't die, I need her to make this story have drama and conflict! For now.. ;)

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Jayy's POV

I hugged my knees tighter to myself as it began to rain. Great. Way to make it worse.

"Just my fucking luck." I mumbled. It was down pouring now, and I lifted my face up to the sky, letting the rain wash away my tears. I closed my eyes, trying not to think.

I felt empty inside. Dead. I was feeling slightly numb from the pain. I was still feeling shocked from it all. Shocked and disbelieving. My heart hurt.

"Jayy.." Dahvie whispered after we had been sitting there for five minutes. I didn't respond. I didn't even look at him. I shivered from being soaked in the rain, but really I didn't even feel it. Was I cold?

"We should go inside." he said, reaching for my hand. I pulled it away closer to my chest before he could touch me, and the hurt flicked across his face. He sighed and looked up at the darkening sky, "We don't want to get sick before the show. I don't want you to get sick.." he whispered with a caring tone. I ignore him, I couldn't speak even if I wanted to. I couldn't feel anything. The rain on my skin, the cold, Dahvie grabbing onto my arm. I didn't feel it. Only the emptiness inside. Dahvie pulled me up off the bench and headed towards the bus. He stopped us right in front of the door and turned me to face him. I looked to the ground instead.

"Jayy...I'm sorry." he whispered, "You can't imagine how sorry I am." I was getting tired of his apologies. It doesn't change what happened. So I stayed silent.

"What does this mean?" he asked, "For us?", his voice sounded terrified, "I need to know. What's happening to us?"

We stayed in silence for a few minutes before I finally decided to speak. I took a deep breath in, "I still love you Dahvs, that won't change, but..." I started to trail off. This was painfully hard for me, because I knew neither of us was going to like my answer, "This means we're over." I said. Dahvie looked shocked, hurt, sad. I didn't know which was worse for me to see. This was killing me too. I was breaking up with the one I loved. But it had to happen. I couldn't just say we were okay.

Because we weren't. We weren't okay.

It didn't seem like Dahvie was going to respond anytime soon so I left him standing there in the rain, slamming the tour bus door shut behind me. I shuffled over to the couch and brought my knees back up to myself as I sat down beside Haley, who was taking a nap. I prepared myself for what I knew was about to happen. In 3...2...

"Jayy!" Dahvie burst into the door looking crazy, "Please don't do this to me Jayy. To us. I need you." he said. I frowned, "Really? It didn't seem that way last night." I said.

"Jayy, I'm sorry okay! I wish this had never happened, I really do! What else can I do!" he asked, and I just shrugged.

"Please, Jayy, listen to me. I know we can work through this." he whispered desperately. I stood up to face him once again.

"No, I'm not sure we can." I said, "I made my decision because you made yours last night." I said, my voice clear and final in the quiet of the bus. Dahvie cringed.

"We can work this out...we can go back to how we were." he tried with a small but hopeful smile. I just shook my head.

"No we can't..." I whispered, then slightly glared, "How can I ever trust you again?" I yelled at him, "After this? How will I ever trust you?"