Darkness That Takes Over

Depression

Depression is a scary thing. It's not the fact that you don't want to eat or socialize with other human beings or even the intense hate that you harbor towards yourself. The scary thing about depression is that you don't mind not eating or your sudden hate for the human race, yourself included and that you welcome death. You even wish that some tragic accident would happen and off you so you don't have to do it yourself. You even get to the point that you don't even care how much it affects the people around you and you contemplate killing yourself because suicide seems so nice. Just imagine it.... to finally be happy. You can't forget the best part of being depressed though. The best part is when you think you made it you have finally kicked depression's butt and then it comes back ten times harder than the last time and you want to give up so much but you don't want to leave behind your loved ones and all the people you have grown to love. Depression doesn't care though because it doesn't matter how much you fight and fight depression always wins. Depression beats you down till there is nothing left but a pile of what was once your heart and leave you to die. I will fight till the end even if I am tempted to give up because I am strong and I will make it out alive. Depression will not win this time.

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