I love him

I knew it

some last minute rehearsals." She mutters.

"It's okay." I say and gently squeeze her hand.

"You're the best!" She says with a smile before kissing my lips. She walks away with a wave. I head back to the hotel, hoping Zayn and Niall are as far away from each other as possible. I pull my blue beanie down to cover my ears a bit as I walk back to the hotel. I'm stop by fans who smile and ask for pictures.

"Bye." I say with a wink and head inside.

The elevator seems to be fixed, allowing me to enter. I hum "Kiss Me" by my friend Ed. That guy knows how to write, I think to myself.

I smile as the elevator reaches the 6th floor.

The hall is nearly empty, with a couple walking down in the opposite direction. I get to my room and pull out the key. I insert in the lock and slowly turn the handle. I am glad to be back in my room. I get my laptop out and pull up twitter. The pictures of Taylor and I seem to be the main topic. I smirk to myself hoping Niall sees them. I reply to a couple of people before putting my laptop away. I want to check if Niall is an his room, but I don't know if I have the guts to do it. I sigh, really hoping Liam and Louis weren't busy with their girlfriends' right now.

I sit down on my bed. I love Niall. I do. I need to be with him. I take my phone out and dial Taylor's number. Pick up, I think to myself. After some rings, I hear a voice.

"Hey." I say.

"Is everything okay?" She asks me. I sigh as I try to find the words to say to her.

"Umm, are you busy?" I ask her. I can't do this over the phone.

"I'll be there in 10." She says and hangs up. I put my phone in my pocket and began to pace back in forth. I look in the mirror and pull at my curls, not being able to do anything else. After thinking about Niall for what seemed like hours, I hear a knock.

I slowly hold the doorknob, trying to stop my erratic breathing. I finally open the door and let a smile takeover my lips. She pulls me into a hug and I allow her to pull me close. My hands never move and stay limp at my side. She pulls away, confusion evident on my face.

"What's going on?" She asks me. I look at my feet, still not sure of what to say.

"You're a great girl Tay-" I begin to say. She cuts me of, apparently my speech is too obvious.

"WHO IS IT?" She asks furiously. I stand up, not wanting to argue.

"I WON'T TELL YOU!" I yell, getting more and more upset as the seconds pass by.

"Well I know it's Niall. But don't think he'll choose you." She says. I gasp at her words.

"Wh-" he says.

"It's obvious. He has Zayn." She mutters, emphasizing every word she speaks.

"GET OUT!" I yell. She scoffs before leaving the room and slamming the door shut. I walked to the sofa in my room and fell on top of it. I couldn't avoid the tears that were falling. How could she figure it out? Was I that obvious? I pull my knees to my chest and wrap my arms around them.