This mixed up world

This mixed up workd

WARNING : the following poems are slightly depressing so if you want to you can skip them

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How would you feel

They say it's better to be happy then sad or mad.

And they it's better to laugh than cry.

They tell me to smile and that all is going good.

But how would you feel.

If you saw your crush.

Your everything , the one you're invisible to.

The one you spend every waking moment trying to forget.

How would you feel.

If you saw them.

Walking with some girl.

That you don't stand the slimmest chance against.

Tell me

How happy would you feel then .

Tired

They ask what's wrong

I say I'm tired

Which I guess is partly true

A simple white lie

Because I am tired

Tired of loving

Tired of losing

And tired of living everyday in pain, in hurt , in sadness , or sorrow

And I can't wait

to see your face each new tomorrow

Though you push my love aside

You still are sweet and kind

But you are just a crush

And you're always on my mind

Through the days I will wear a smile

Or laugh and play

But at night I cry

And I will keep crying until further notice

So when they ask what's wrong

And I say I'm tired

They'll think that's all

And nothing more...