who know's, maybe i love him... (larry stylinson)

chapter 8

harry POV-

So iv'e been thinking latley, maybe its time. You know, to 'come out'. But the thing is, i dont know how my parents would react. Its not like they dont love me or anything. Im just not sure if they would like it or not. Im sure they wouldnt mind, would they? I mean, i am their son, and they should love e for who i am. Thats what louis mum was like. His dad is away for buissnes or something like that. Just thinking about louis makes me feel better. Its been an amazing week, well almost week. Tomorrow's our one week anaversiry! Im so excited. Not much has happened this last week. School, sex-god-boyfriend, home work, sex-god-boyfreind, hanging with the group, oh and did i mention sex-god-boyfriend? ahh louis. see what this boy does to me?! He makes my brain go all mushy, and my heart go a million miles an hour. I honestly dont know where i'd be if i hadnt of met him!

louis POV-

This lat week with harry was amazing! I really, really like this boy! Im just a bit sad he hasnt come out yet, its not like im going to pressure him or anything, and it doesnt make me love him any less. Its just, i feel like he might be ashamed to be seen with me. Im probably just going insane, and over thinking things. I tend to do that when im nervous. I actually have a few bad habbits, but lets not get into that. Right now, we are talking about harry. Beautiful, Adorable, Gorgeous, sexy, Amazing harry. Zayn, liam, niall and perrie all know that we are now officially a couple, we told them all. God i remeber it like it was yesterday...

*flash back to monday, louis's POV*

I got off the bus with harry. We dicided we wanted to go to school together since we were planning on telling everyone in our group about 'us'. Harry ended up going home friday, about half an hour after i asked him out. And im so glad i did. All it took was a bit of courage. And it was all worth it. Because now i actually have excuses to stare at the lad all day, to kiss him, to hold him... Oh god i sound like a girl! "Lou, are you okay?" harry asked, "oh yeh im fine babe, are you okay?!" i asked back. I look down to see a blushing harry. He is SO adorable. "Yeah, im great!" he looks me staright in the eyes, his cheecks still pink, his cute little dimples are showing, and his eyes have a little sparkle in them. And i cant help but but smile, thinking im the cause of those sparkles in those dashing green eyes of his. I love this feeling. Just knowing that harry, is all mine now. Im staring into the eyes of the boy i love, and im not ashamed of it. Especially when i have this amazing boyfriend by my side. I just wish I could show this love and affection at school. But i cant, not untill harry is ready to come out. Its going to be hard, but im sure it will be worth the wait.

We get to the front gates. My heart is racing, and i think harry's is doing the same, cause he sure looks scared. I grab his hand in mine, and give it a gentle re-assureing squeeze. "hey, everything will be okay! It only our friends, they already know about you, just think of it as practise for when you do actually come out!" i say trying to help him with his nerves. i think it worked, the colour re-appears in his face. And he squeezes my hand back, "yeah, your right!" he says. "pff, of course i am!" i boast. He just rolls his eyes. He then looks around, and lets go of my hand. I look down at him and he is looking at the ground, like he's about to cry. Poor harry, i just wish he could see that no one here is a homophobe. They could care less about any one but themselves, but there are no bullys at our school. Thats proabably the only reason why i havent gotten bashed up. "well, you comming or what?!" i ask smiling trying to lighten the mood. He smiles and we walk in togeather. Not holding hands but still, harry is by my side and thats all that matters. We get to the table and evryone is already here. Liam is sitting next to niall, then perrie is sitting on zayn lap, leaving a big enough space for me and harry. We take a seat and they all stop talking. "uh, hey guys" harry speaks nervously. Still none of them talk, whats going on? "What we talking about?" i ask sitting between harry, and zayn and perrie. "well not much really, just talking" Liam spoke up with a blank face. "Uh, ok then?" I kind of ask more then reply, not really believing him, but no one seemed to notice. Well this is awkward..