Stuck [Harry Styles]

Six

"Who is she?"

"Ramona." I didn't know how to feel, I was speechless to see her. I also wondered what was she thinking about.

"Oh, is she your girlfriend?" I looked at Lila and chuckled.

"Oh, how I wish." I looked back at Ramona. "She's my best friend."

I frowned after I saw her crying. She looked so sad and broken, was I the reason? I knew I was, but I felt like I didn't deserve her tears.

I walked to the bed where I was laying, she sat on the chair that was beside it. As for me, I stayed in my position waiting for her to speak.

Minutes passed and she didn't say a word. She was just staring at me. She looked so tired and exhausted. We were in silence until Lila huffed.

"I'm bored."

"Why?"

"Why isn't she saying anything?" I shrugged and looked at Ramona again.

"Hey Harry," she said as her voice cracked because of crying. She finally spoke. "They're saying it might take longer until you wake up, but..." She paused and let out a deep breath she was holding. She was trying no cry again.

"I can't take it." She stood up and walked out of the room. She left me confused, did she forgive me or?

"Did you do anything to her?" Lila's voice brought me back to our world and zoned me out of my mind and thoughts.

"I might have."

"Why don't you try to fix it?" I let out a breath as I turned around and looked down at her.

"How can I make her forgive me, when I couldn't even do it when I'm alive."

"What did you do?!"

"It's a long story. But most importantly, what are we going to do now?" She put on her cute thinking face then she nodded to herself.

"Hey, give me your hand." She took my hand and led me out of the room. Oh, but through the door. I swear I felt like I was in a movie and I still think that, but every time I pinch myself to wake up, I realize it's reality.

"Wow."

"Amazed? I know it's awesome, right?!"

"Yeah, but where are you taking me?" I asked.

"I don't know, but we won't stay in there forever." I stared at her for a very long time that she raised her eyebrows at me. "What? Why are you staring at me like that?"

"Are you sure about your age?"

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"Wow, it's beautiful here."

I took a look around where Lila took me, the roof was amazing and wide. The weather was windy and the roof was full of flowers and plants.

I chuckled as the scene reminded me of high school musical, where Troy was dancing with Gabriella. I watched this movie millions of times because it was Ramona's favorite.

To be honest, after watching it many times I liked it and it became my favorite too. I have always imagined us dancing like them, I imagined us as an amazing couple like in films.

I have always wondered if she felt the same about me. Did she love me? Can she love me? But you can't force anyone to love you.

"Can I ask you something?" I looked at Lila as she smelled the pink flower. I smiled as she smiled back and we sat on a bench.

I really enjoyed her company and being with her was better than being with an annoying person. Or someone who didn't listen. I felt like she was a genius, she was too smart for her young age. She understood things and spoke good and useful words.

Every time I looked at her, I felt sad for her being stuck like that, but I didn't dare to say a word because 1. She might get sad and cry and I know I wouldn't handle it. 2. I admit that I was selfish, she knew a lot that she could help me.

"Why are you afraid of not going back?"

I stared at the floor for few minutes, think about her question and realizing that she was right. I was desperate to go back, but for no reason.

But I figured why I wanted to go back. I wanted to make everything right with my friends, mum, Gemma, my long list of ex-girlfriends and Ramona. I wanted to show them that I was a responsible gentleman and I could change.

"I have a lot to get back to, but most importantly I want to show my best friend how much I love her."

We sat watching the sunset, I wanted to ask her, but I was afraid. It didn't stop me, though. "Lila, where is your mom?"

"She visits me everyday." I decided to leave it like that because we didn't need drama at the moment.

All I had to do was to work hard and make everyone believe that I'm a good guy. I could change.

Anything for Ramona.  I was going to do do my best.