Stuck [Harry Styles]

Seven

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"What do you think I should do?" I asked as I sat down on the green grass. Lila and I left the hospital and walked for a bit. It felt weird walking past the people on street and they couldn't see us at all. We could even walk through them just like the stuff I used to watch on TV and damn, it felt really weird.

"Hmm," She sat next to me and played with the grass. "I don't know, really."

I sighed, "What did you do first? When you became a ghost?"

"Oh, me? I didn't do anything. Actually, I found out that I am a ghost when I went home and saw my dad crying. I didn't understand anything until he went to the hospital, I followed him and I saw myself lying on bed."

I frowned. I felt so bad for her, she was an innocent girl who didn't deserve all of that. She deserved to be at home with her parents. "Well, um, Why are you helping me, Lila?"

She smiled. "Because you are nice and I'm bored."

I let out a laugh, I've always loved the kids when they're honest. It was cute and she was nice. Somehow she reminded me of Gemma. She was sassy and funny like her, but Gem was a bit crazier than her.

"Do you have any siblings?" I asked her.

"No, I don't."

"Friends?" She nodded her head. I was trying to lighten up our mood, forget the ghost talk for a bit.

"And you?"

"Yeah, I have."

"Other than Ramona?" I smiled.

"Yeah." I took a deep breath. I took a minute to look at the amazing view in front of me, I've always loved nature and the park was my favorite place since I was seven.

I zoned out thinking of my friends, my family, and Ramona. What did they think of me at the moment? Did they feel hate towards me? Did they think of me as a selfish person? Did they forgive me?

I zoned back to our world when I felt Lila's small hand on mine, shaking it to grab my attention. I looked at her and she was grinning. "Harry, I have an idea!"

All of a sudden she stood up, I did the same but on my knees to be the same height as her. "What is it?"

"Why don't we hear what they say about you before we take any step?" I raised an eyebrow. "If you made them all sad, then why don't we see what they are sad or mad about."

"Hm, that's a very good idea." I gave her a thumb up as she smiled. I stood up on my legs and looked down at her.

"Wow, you are really tall." I chuckled.

"Everyone tells me that. So... race you back to the hospital?" She nodded eagerly as she started counting and began running.

"Hey, you cheated!" I ran slower than her to make her win and we arrived there. We jumped into the lift and the door was closed, but we didn't care because it didn't stop us.

"I win!" I let my tongue out at her and she repeated my action. We laughed and the funniest thing that the lift was full of nurses and doctors, but nobody heard us.

I felt like I was a kid all over again. Lila reminded me of my childhood. Of the things Gem and I used to do when we were kids. Running around, playing silly games and at every game we fight over who cheated, but mom stop us by giving us candy or saying that we will be grounded if we didn't stop.

I know they missed the old me, but they didn't know that I did not change at all. I'm still the Harry they knew, but I never showed myself. I've always kept it all inside, even my feelings for Ramona until it was too late. I let my feelings out in the wrong time, I wish I said it all back when we first met each other.

We got to my room and I saw my mom sitting there. "Mom," I said smiling as I stood in front of my bed and looking at her glossy red eyes. I hated that, knowing that I was the reason for her sadness. I wish she could see me.

"Harry, I miss you so much. I'm try so hard not to cry, I know you hate it." I smile a little, she knew me so well. I did hate it when people cry, especially her. I walked and stood next to her.

"But I really can't help it anymore, we all miss you. I know you do things drive me and all of us crazy, but they don't know you like I do, darling." I felt my own eyes getting glossy and watering. "I need you to wake up, I promise I'll never leave your side."

"I love you, mom." I brushed my finger through her cheek to wipe away her tears. She gasped, quietly. I knew she would feel my fingers.

"Harry," Lila said in a quiet tone. I looked down at her.

"Yes?"

"Your mother, she is so beautiful." She smiled. I smiled back then nodded my head.

"She is. The most beautiful woman I have ever seen."

"She reminds me of my own mother."

The door was opened, we looked at it to see who it was and it was Gemma. "Is this your sister?"

"Yeah, Gemma." I chuckled.

"Wow, she's like your twin."

"Really?" I raised an eyebrow. "I mean I'm better looking, right?" I winked at her. She shook her head then rolled her eyes.

"Now, I know why you are driving her crazy." I laughed.

"Mom, there is someone who wants to see Harry," Gemma said to mom. Mom stood up and nodded.

"Yeah, sure. Let him in."

She nodded at the person who was out of the room, he walked in and shook hands with my mom. I grinned as I let out a breath. Damn, it had been a long time.

"Who is he?"

"That's my best friend. Zayn."

"He is good looking." I chuckled.

"I like this. You see who walks in and give your opinion, Lila."

He frowned when he looked at me, lying in bed looking lifeless. I was really excited to see him, but not in this state, of course.

Gemma looked so tired, as well as the others. "Looking at him like this is weird, I wanted to see him and give him a hug. I didn't expect to see him like that," Zayn said sighing.

"I miss him driving me crazy," Gemma said, chuckling at the end.

"He really wanted to make it up to you, Gem."

"Huh? I don't understand," She said confused. My mom was confused as well.

"He phoned me after the big fight he had with you all, and after he broke up with the photographer. He was looking for any other photographer for your wedding to make you forgive him."

Gemma started crying again, Zayn rubbed her back for comfort. I didn't know that I was that important to them, seeing all of this made me sick. Sick of myself and blaming myself for not seeing all of this all those past years.

God, I was such an idiot.

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