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It's been two month since Jackson confessed to Mark and they've been making progress. "Hey Jackson should we go to that party? It's at the club near the apartments" Mark asked sitting down on the sofa, Jackson walked out the bathroom with a towel around his waist. "O-oh actually I have to do something you should go on with out me" Jackson said nervously remembering he had to go to Suwon-si for the watches he ordered since he felt it was time to start taking their relationship to the next level. "Huh? What do you have to do in Suwon-si?" Mark asked following Jackson who went to his room to change "just some business" Jackson said making Mark suspicious."What kind of business?" Mark asked sitting on the bed looking at Jackson's back "Jin Young- I mean JYP asked me to go fetch something for him in Suwon-si" Jackson said before he went into his bathroom closing the door halfway so he could hear Mark and started to get dressesd. "Oh can I go with you?" Mark asked waiting for the other "I won't be gone for long, I'll be back here later tonight and by the time I get back the party should be still going so you should just wait here and enjoy the party" Jackson came out fully suited and dressed up nicely. Mark just shrugged sadly, Jackson went up to him and lifted his head "what is it?" Jackson asked smirking, Mark just shook his head "nothing, I'm just sad that you won't be there that's all" Mark said but it was a lie he was worried about if Hye Su and Jackson would met each other since she's been taking photoshoots with Jackson a lot recently, not to mention the pass rumors that came out, and most recently Jackson had to stay over at the company one night. "Aw babe it's fine I'll miss you to so I'll try to get back as fast as I can" Jackson said kissing Mark on the lips "alright" Mark said smiling but he really wanted to go along just to make sure, he trusts Jackson of course but just a part of him kept worrying about him getting drugged, manipulated, or even getting injured but he had to admit he even had an assumption of him and Hye Su togther that made him want to cring in thought. Jackson then walked back to the bathroom to fix his hair and sprint on his expensive cologne.

"Why are you looking so good?" Mark asked making Jackson laugh "don't I always look good?" He turned towards Mark who wasn't smiling "I can't appear at the place looking casual it will set a bad image for our company" Jackson said before fixing his tie. "Ok" Mark replied, Jackson looked out his bathroom door "what's really bothering you?" Jackson asked but Mark didn't say anything. He sighed seeing Mark sit back down on the bed, he walked out the bathroom towards the bed. "Mark" Jackson said softly, kneeling in front of Mark who was hugging a pillow "tell me what's wrong" he stroke Mark's cheek with care, Mark sighed before saying " to be honest...I'm having doubts..." Jackson widen his eyes "you're having doubts about us?" Jackson asked kinda scared that Mark wanted to stop what they had. Mark shook his head and tossed the pillow aside "no no I'm having doubts about if your really going to Suwon-si to pick something up for JYP,I trust you but..." he looked at the younger. Jackson furrowed his brows "what else would I do besides that?" Jackson asked, Mark bit his lip. "Hye Su..." He said softly making Jackson sigh "Mark....please know I don't want anything to do with her. I'm in love with you and only you I promise you that" Jackson spoke tenderly but Mark nodded still in doubt "I know but I can't help it..." He said gripping the sides of his lovers shirt, Jackson just lend forwarded and kissed him. "Shh trust me, ok?" Jackson whispered, Mark just nodded "the reason why I'm scared is because, we're not even dating yet. I don't want to get to in to it if we are going to get hurt by each other..." The older said causing Jackson to frown "I promised to never hurt you didn't I? Now stop all this nonsense, I love you" the younger made Mark blush."Are you going to see me out?" Jackson asked standing up with Mark standing with him. Mark held Jackson's hand tightly, Jackson looked at Mark's slender fingers and smooth his thumb over them, they walked to the front of the door.

Jackson picked out his shoes from the shoe rack and slipped them on , he turned around to face Mark. "I'll be going now-" Jackson said before Mark hugged him and inhaled deeply smelling the heavy cologne that he loved so much "I trust you" he said making the other smile and wrapped his arms around his thin waist "thanks". Jackson kissed Mark's cheek before he nuzzled his nose into his soft blond hair, Mark just hugged him tighter. "Alright I got to go, love you Mark" Jackson said in a whisper, Mark slowly pulled himself off of him "I love you to" Mark said watching Jackson walk out the door. "I promise you Mark, I'll never hurt you" Jackson said , he took the elevator to Jin Young's floor as he waited for the door to open. Once he arrived he walked down the hallway to his door and rung the door bell, II Sung answered. "Oh hey Jackson what brings you here" II Sung asked Jackson with food in his mouth, Jackson then said "I'm going to Suwon-si to pick up some couple watches I ordered for me and Mark , so I won't be able to go to the party, could you watch him for me?". II Sung nodded before catching on "oh yeah sure- wait you and Mark are-" Jackson covered his mouth while getting rice on his hand "not yet but I'm planning on making it official today after I get us the watches, I've confessed to him two months ago and he accepted but we decided to take it slow" he whispered to the younger who nodded. "Alright then, I'm happy he's going to be with an amazing person like you" II Sung smiled at the shorter who smiled back "thanks, well keep that secret to yourself but you could tell Jin Young but no one else ok? I'll be back later tonight" Jackson said in a rush but wiped his hand on II Sung before he went back to the elevator and went to the lobby. II Sung headed back inside , Jin Young came out from his bedroom "who was it?" He asked while II Sung replied "it was Jackson, and I got surprising news for you!". "Oh really? What is it?" Jin Young asked seeing II Sung was cheerful "Jackson is planning on asking Mark out!! He actually said they've been lovey dovey with each other for the past two months but today he's confirming it" he squealed while Jin Young gave a mama smile "aww that's so cute". Mark watched from the balcony, he saw Jackson's car drive out onto the road. "I trust you" Mark said before he got a text from BamBam asking if he was going to he party. He sheepishly replied to him, he went back inside to get ready for the party. Yugyeom came out the bathroom wearing casual wear while BamBam was putting on his choker "you really like that choker don't you?" Yugyeom asked his boyfriend, BamBam nodded and adjusted it. "You look perfect already" Yugyeom said, he came from behind BamBam and hugged him before he kissed his boyfriend's shoulder "I'm just accessorizing my outfit, I am a fashionista" BamBam said tilting his head on Yugyeom's, they looked at each other in the mirror. "Is Jackson going?" Yugyeom asked, BamBam checked his phone "ah Mark told me he's not, odd he usually goes to these parties" BamBam said as they shrugged. Mark wore a plain loose black sweater and a pair of black pants that had patch pockets.He then sat on his bed with a bag of Cheetos, they accidentally spilled when he moved "dammit" he said but just ate the Cheetos off his bed.

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