Want My Cookie.

Closer...

Cookies POV

"He's crazy...i was mere inches away from his face...what if we- No...what the hell am i thinking". I went upstairs and went to bed later that night and just kept thinking about that day.

                        - The next day-

I woke up the next morning fully refreshed. I got in the shower and straightened my hair..and put on a short green dress, with black shoes..and a gold necklace. I drove out there to lucious house to pick up lola. We were going shopping today. I knocked on the door...then waited and knocked again. Then little lola comes and opens the door. "Hi grandma cookie!!" she exclaimed.  "Hey my lola bear!!" i shouted back, lifting her up and planting kisses all over her face. Lola was laughing...god i loved that child...she was mine. When i walked inside her and lucious were eating  pancakes. "Hey cookie" lucious said smiling at me. "Whateva lucious" i said back.
He looked hurt..and it made me regret saying that. "So i heard you two were going shopping" he said winking.
"Lola! Why did you tell grandpa lucious?" i yelled to lola. "Because i wanted grandpa to go to, and when i told him you were taking me he got so excited!" she said back. "Hm wonder what kind of excited" i said under my breath. Lucious looked like he heard me and he smiled at me. I just rolled my eyes. "Can he come grandma cookie...pleeaassee!!?" she asked. "Whateva...yea he can come but im only saying yes for you my lola bear" i said back. "Yayy!!"  They both exclaimed. As we walked to the car lucious followed me around to the passenger seat. " the hell you following me for" i yelled. "I just wanted to open the door for you baby" he said back and smiled. "Mhm" i said and got in as he opened the door. Then he reached across me and clicked my seatbelt in. We were face to face now... He was staring deep into my eyes...so damn deep. "I want you to be safe" he said mere inches away from my lips smiling. I just rolled my eyes and tried to sound irritated. I swear he leaned in a bit... "This man" i thought to myself rolling my eyes in my head. Then he went to the other side of the car and put lola in and strapped her in her carseat. Then he got in and looked over at me and smiled. "Ready?" he asked. I was a bit shocked about what just happened..but I just rolled my eyes and tried to sound irritated once again, but he just smiled at me. Then i turned around and looked at lola in the back seat. "Ready my lola bear?" i asked her. "Yes grandma cookie!!!" she exclaimed back, smiling. That girls smile was the thing that kept me living.

                          -In the car-

Lucious POV

As we were driving on the express way to the mall. Lola had fallen asleep with her teddy bear, mr.sniffles. i have no idea where that that name from but somehow it just stuck. The mall was pretty far so it took awhile to get there. Cookie had fallen asleep also..and she looked so damn beautiful too. So damn beautiful. And i Just stared at her, at her beautiful face and lips that i just wanted to kiss so bad. And her curves...how they fit that sexy short dress so perfectly. And how that ass of hers struggled to keep the dress it's self together. I was so focused on her it made me swerve a bit causing cookie to wake up. "Lucious do you know how to drive?" she said drousily. "Yes baby i do i just got distracted" i said back. "I don't even wanna know by what...and i told you not to baby me" she snapped back turning over go go back to sleep. "Sorry" i said back. "Baby" i whispered so she doesn't hear me. "And lucious you better be careful...we have our granddaughter in this car" she said dozing off. "Trust me i know cookie" i said back but she already went back alseep.

                        -At the mall-

"Cookie" i said to her...she was still asleep so i was trying to wake her up.
She looked like she was having a bad dream. I hated when she used to have those..seeing her scared made me scared too. I poked on her on her side trying to tickle her to wake her up. As soon as i did, she sprung up yelling "LUCIOUS STOP!" scaring lola waking her up..and scaring me too. She had a tear rolling down her face..she looked paralysed...like she couldn't move..like something forced her not to. "What's wrong grandma?" lola asked. "Nothing baby...grandma just had...a really bad nightmare" she said, glaring at me. I felt bad...even though i didn't know what happened in the dream, i just know it was a past memory of something i did...something bad. When she got out the car, i walked over to her and hugged her. "What happened in that dream of yours"? I asked her. She pulled away and said "you happened" wiping a tear and getting lola out her carseat and walking into the mall. I felt my heart break. "Everytime i get close to you i do something to make you push me futher away" i said to myself. I felt stinging in my eyes. When we got in the mall cookie was nowhere to be found..i checked almost every store, but of course she was in the food court with lola. They were standing at the wetzels pretzels stand. As soon as she was about to pay i gave the guy my card instead. "I got it" i said and smiled at cookie. She just ignored me and got the food. I hated the silent treatment...especially from cookie.  She walked off with lola trying to leave me behind. I finally somehow managed to catch up. "Cookie please" i pleaded. "Whatever i did in that dream im sorry i truly am...i promise..please just say something to me...please.." i pleaded. She ignored me once again. Stopping in front of build-a-bear workshop. "Grandma can i make a bear?" she asked. "Of course my baby..make as many as you want, grandpa will buy them for you." that didn't bother me bedsides...it's my granddaughter...and I'll get her anything she wants, but i know cookie just made me buy them all because she was mad at me. "And grandma, what ever grandpa did to you i hope you make up..i hate when my grandparents fight." she said tearing up. That nearly made me cry too...in fact it did but i tried to wipe the tears away..its sad when we have to be upset with eachother around lola. "Lola bear it's ok...we'll make up somehow because im not arguing around my granddaughter no matter what" she said cracking slightly in her voice..she was tearing up too...i knew it. When lola went into the store, cookie turned around, surprised to see me standing there. She saw my tears and i saw hers. I walked slowly towards her. She hesitated to turn around and walk away but i gently grabbed her by her waist pulling to her to me. We were face to face. i looked into her beautiful, brown eyes...she looked terrified. "Tell me about the dream." i asked her. "No" she said back. "You heard lola im sure...and i heard you." i told her. "So please tell me".  "Fine.." she said pulling away from me but i grabbed her hand instead. "You went crazy...you said you wanted me...for yourself...and no one could get in the way..." She she said as she started tearing up again. "And you grabbed a gun....and...and.." she had tears running down her face. "And what baby...what did i do? Please tell me" i pleaded. "You killed everyone....Everyone. Even your sons...and my lola bear". She choked out. I cried too. And i wiped her face with a handkerchief. "Well it's true" i said smiling at her. She must have taken it the wrong way..because next thing you know i was smacked to hard the whole mall heard. "Fuck you lucifer...i hate you!" she yelled..but not too loudly. She walked away crying, but i grabbed her by her waist and held her back to me. "Thats not what i meant" i said into the crook of her neck. "I do want you...always Have...and i do want you to myself, because no other man can have you..but never in my life will i kill our boys or our precious lola...Never....i promise that...i love them all to death...and would never do that to a single one of them..." i grabbed her by her face..and looked at her. "Never." i promised. She looked at me and wanted to smile..i know she did. "You serious about that" she asked. "Girl you know im damn serious." i said back. "Mhm" she said a smile growing across her face. I kissed her on her cheek and she pulled away. "You know i love my cookie right?" i asked her. "Whateva lucious" she said rolling her eyes..but i swear i saw her trying so hard not to smile. I was so glad everything was back to normal. As soon as lola came out of build-a-bear workshop i picked her up and tossed her in the air, and kissed her all over her face. "You know grandpa lucious loves his lola bear right"? I asked her. "Yep!" she exclaimed back. "And you know we would never lay a finger on our baby right?" i asked her smiling at cookie, who was facing the other way. But i know she was smiling too. "Yep!" lola exclaimed again. "How many bears did you get?" i asked her. "Three" she said holding up three fingers. "Thats it!?" i asked her. "I didn't want to get too many" she said back. "There's never too many my lola bear" i told her. "Lets go get more!" i said...and a huge grin spread across her face. Loved my lolas smile. As we were walking back into build-a-bear lola stopped and asked me "grandpa why is the side of your face so red?" i glared over at cookie who was smiling but turned the other way, blushing hoping i wouldn't see it, but i did...i always do. "Nothing lola bear i promise" i told her. "Oh...did you and gramdma make up."? She asked. "Sure did" i said, winking at cookie, who was on her phone.