Dear whatever your name was because i can't remember,
my stained sheets
and my broken dreams
under empty skies
to find lost love
but love does not live here anymore
this was out of pity
pity because i wasn't enough
the money you gave me afterwards wasn't helpful either
the skies are gray when you leave
and my heart is dead when you drive off
and i can't taste anything but liquor and your kisses
i bought cigarettes with the money
and cat food
this chinese food is shitty
because everything tastes better when you're here
midlife crisis
pity sex
shitty incenses for 99¢
and a cold shower
to forget
is to be lost
and to be lost
is to not exsist
the phrase of the day is: one night stand-a sexual relationship lasting only one night.
our relationship was a one night stand
but it was a deadly thing
and it killed all the moths flying in my room
now all that lives here are maggots and flies
Asmodeus is disapointed this "one night stand" didn't last
but you were a shitty human being so they must have seen how much it would have broken someone like me
the flowers in my hair are dead
and my hands are numb
thanks for the pity sex
yours truely
- the girl you met in the bar on venus street
