Hungry for Love

Broken

Okay so in my last story at the bottom I said I was going to start with Jonathan's POV at the point Evan was going to swim towards him so it might repeat itself but I'm going to add delirious' thought and stuff
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Jonathan's POV;
I smiled at Evan as he was at the opposite side of the pool waiting for me to dive in he looked so enchanting and I could see all his muscles I had to break contact just Incase. I dove into the pool and come up for air it gave me whiplash so I rested at the side of the pool for a bit I was looking up at the roof when I felt a hard presence against my body I looked down and Evan was not even inches away my eyes met his and I noticed he had his arms wrapped round me like a cage I couldn't go anywhere I looked down at his arms and the rest of his body I couldn't help myself. He leaned forwards and kissed me I went bright red but I couldn't resist kissing him back, I got caught up in the moment and wrapped my whole body around him I must of really been into it because before I knew it I was getting placed onto a deck chair. Oh no I don't like this I mean I do but not now.. Not here. I pulled away from Evan with all my strength my emotions caught up with me and I began to cry "what's wrong "I'm sorry Evan I really like you it's just I don't want to rush this please forgive me" "it's fine Jon I understand" he grabbed my hand which made me feel assured I guess he didn't like seeing me upset because he tried to cheer me up by leading me to the diving board, we held hands and he counted down. We both jumped in and swam to the edge, we were both all puffed out from swimming and it was time to get out. We placed the towels around us and headed upstairs to get changed.
--Time Pass--

Evan's POV;
I feel really bad about rushing things with delirious, I really hope he forgives me I began to tear up but held them back I didn't want to cry in front of him, at least not now. I heard Jonathan's phone ring and I ran towards it the number seemed to be unknown I give it to him and he answers it. I walk away giving him some privacy, 20 minutes went by when I heard a crash "Jon??" ....no answer... My heart began to race and headed towards the room I left him in, he wasn't there and I began to panic even more "JON!" still there was no answer I head towards the bathroom and I see him surrounded by shattered glass crying his sleeves rolled up, his hand bruised and covered in blood, "what happened to you!" I picked him up off the floor and sat him on the bed I couldn't let go of him. He couldn't speak. "For god sake Jon what happened?" He looked up at me with a sad look on his face "that was the hospital they just rang me to tell me my cousin had died he was in a hit and run, then his family rang me saying they didn't want me at the funeral and to not get in touch... I kinda lost control and got angry so I punched the mirror" I stood up and pulled him up with me I gave him a hug and I could hear him sobbing on my jumper "wait here I'm going to clean you and then this mess up its okay just sit down and try not to move" I head towards the bathroom watching my step I grabbed the first aid kit out of the cupboard under the sink and headed back to Jonthan. I placed his hand on my thigh and told him to keep still, I grabbed some wipes and began to wipe the blood from his hands "Ow fuck" he flinched and pulled his hand back "it's okay the bloods gone I'm just going to bandage up your hand". He placed his bruised weak hand back on my thigh as I grabbed a bandage and started to wrap it round and gently as I could. I tied the bandage around his hand and gave him a kiss, but he didn't seem to be putting any effort to kiss back, A tear rolled down his face and onto my cheek. I really hated seeing him upset "I'm really sorry that your cousin has gone, he's in a better place now besides you have me and I'm always going to be here for you Jon" his eyes were all puffy but his face was still sad "thanks Evan" he placed his hand on my shoulder before heading into his room "I'll be there in a miniutes I'm just going to clean the bathroom. "No, I'm going to bed" he yelled and slammed his door I didn't think nothing of it ovbiously he was sad and I wanted to help but he wanted to be alone. I cleaned up the mess and knocked on Jonathan's door "go away Evan" I feel my heart drop to my feet... Fine I'll go away! I stormed into my room and shut the door behind me I climbed into bed and I thought to myself.. I can't believe he just told me to go away I'm only trying to help I know he's sad but he doesn't have to take it out on me! The feeling of guilt come over me until I cried myself to sleep.
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So Jonathan's cousin died and it's getting to him pretty hard to the point that he's yelling at Evan from anger
Do you think they will make up or will Jonathan become depressed??