The name that never fades ( BTS Soulmate AU [boyxboy])

Where is it?!

Hoseok POV

Hoseok couldn't sleep, it was only a few hours and he would be 19. He would finally figure out who his soulmate was, and truth be told he was super excited. He first thought about staying up to see it right away, but time went by so slowly he decided to head to bed and wake up earlier instead. He took a last glance in the mirror as he changed into his pajama pants. Untouched light skin. Tomorrow somewhere it would be a name, tomorrow his soulmate's name would decorate him.

He ended up staring at the ceiling as he heard the ticking off the clock as minutes passed. He looked at the clock for the 5th time in 2 minutes. 23.07. Hoseok was going mad. He turned around so his face rubbed into his pillow and sighed loudly.

He started wondering who his soulmate would be, he really had no clue. Hoseok had only had one crush his whole life. Unless of course you counted that girl with no front teeth in kindergarten, which he didn't. So really, he only counted the crush he lowkey had had on Jimin since he joined their dance team. Then again who was really to blame when the younger wore those low cut singlet's which made your mind run wild in a matter of seconds. And the faces he would make when he was so into his zone he didn't notice Hoseok's staring. It was pretty impossible to not look at Jimin when he moved, how his thigh muscles would...Nope, mind running wild!

' Sleep, sleep, sleep! Stupid head' he drummed at his head with his hands.

When that didn't help he sat up. ' Maybe some meditating will help me fall asleep.' Hoseok put on some soothing music and tried to focus on his breathing. After a good 40 minutes fighting his own thoughts his mind started to become foggy and he laid back down.

' See you tomorrow..Soulmate' he whispered as he was off to sleep.

' Where is it? Why can't I find it?' Hoseok shouted frustrated.

He had been standing in the bathroom for a good 10 minutes, carefully examining every inch of his skin to find a name, without any luck. He had even done some embarrassing things to make sure he hadn't missed it. He even looked in his hair for crying out loud, he just couldn't find it. At this point Hoseok was getting worried and quickly searched up online. He found some articles saying that you could in fact get your name some days before or after your birthday, so there was no reason to panic if you didn't find it on the day itself.

Hoseok breathed out with a calmer heart as he read it. He just had to wait a couple days and it would show up, and he smiled again as he looked forward to the surprise.

But it didn't happen. 7 days after his birthday and Hoseok still couldn't find anything no matter how thorough he searched. Hoseok cried as he called his doctor, which told him to call the soulmate counseling office and get an appointment there.

A week later and Hoseok was standing in the huge lobby of the soulmate counseling office. Usually you would only come here when you'd met your soulmate to get your apartment. Yes, the state actually gave you an apartment for the two of you to live in. Hoseok guessed it was to make it easier to form a relationship with your soulmate. But here he was, without a soulmate waiting for some guy called Mr. Kang.

Hoseok tapped his foot and nervously played with his hands. He still hadn't found a name. Was something wrong with him? Was something wrong with his soulmate? As he was sitting there waiting, couples came and went. There was both shy new soulmates couples and the older comfortable soulmates. Hoseok's heart ached when he saw their intertwined fingers and shy smiles, he wanted it too.

' Jung Hoseok?'

He was brought back when a man in a suit asked him to follow him.

They walked through a couple of long white corridors, the kind that has that creepy hospital feel. Like everything is too clean. Hoseok decided to just look at the back of the man in front of him as they entered an office.