The name that never fades ( BTS Soulmate AU [boyxboy])

When the past comes back around

Jin POV

"To: Kim Namjoon

From: Your soulmate"

Jin kept looking at the envelope. He had rewritten the letter inside at least 18 times and had destroyed 9 envelopes to get it perfect. (He kept freaking out thinking he forgot to put the actual letter inside the envelope, even though Bambam kept telling him it was fine.) With the now most definitely correct and carefully written letter in his hands, Jin stared up at the tall apartment building. According to the phonebooks, this should be Namjoon's address. He walked up to the mailboxes slowly reading each one to be 100% sure it was delivered to the right person.

"Kim Namjoon & Min Yoongi "

Jin felt a tiny sting of jealousy as he read the last name. He quickly shoved the envelope inside the mailbox, and left quickly. He wasn't supposed to be out; if someone saw him it would be bad, so he had to hurry back to Bambam.

He made his way back, and thought about how his name would look replacing this Min Yoongi on the mailbox. He realized he looked forward to all the small things that came with being a soulmate, just as much as the big ones.

Well back at the apartment, he took a quick shower. It was New Year's eve which meant the yearly drama award was taking place later that evening. The stylists and staff would be there in a few hours to get himself and Bambam ready. Jin was nominated for best supporting role in a TV-drama, and everyone had told him he had a good chance of winning, so he had to look his best for the cameras.

Before the ceremony, there was a tiny party for the company's many celebrities and staff. Jin had kind of wished that he could have his soulmate escort him there and such by now, but no such luck. He looked at the trashcan, scrapped versions of his letter laying in pieces. He really hoped that Namjoon would appreciate it, and maybe, just maybe it would be enough for him to come look for Jin. It was New Year's eve, so Jin allowed himself to wish for exactly that.

The pre ceremony party was held at the top company floor in the big conference room. There was finger food and glasses with champagne and wine. Beautifully decorated white tables scattered around, big windows covering the outer walls giving you an amazing view over the city.

Jin and Bambam sat down at one of the white round tables. Jin looked around the room, it was starting to get crowded, the sound of people talking a steady buzz in the air. He nodded and smiled when he made eye contact with fellow actors and actresses. They had musicians, dancers, and models as well but Jin didn't know a lot of those personally.

Bambam went to get them some tapas when Mark, one of Bambam's model friends, came over to their table linking arms with his soulmate.

'Good job on your role hyung, We're sure you'll get the award' the two men smiled at Jin.

'Thank you. I saw you newest AD the other day, great work yourself' Jin politely returned.

'Oh, thank you! We're going around greeting everyone, so see you at the award ceremony'

As the two left, Bambam came back with a plate overflowing with food. Jin couldn't keep in the chuckles as they started eating from the huge pile, casually greeting people walking by.

'You want the last scampi?' Jin held it with his chopstick moving towards Bambam when Bambam's phone started vibrating.

'Oh, Yugyeom is calling. I'll be back real soon' Bambam quickly got up and hurriedly smiled at Jin, before he made his way for the quite hallways. Jin stuffed the last piece of food in his mouth as he looked after his friend.

Bambam had some months ago found his own soulmate, and Jin was very happy for him. However, Yugyeom lived in America, working as a model and TV host, so they mostly communicated through calls and chat. He and Bambam had met by chance when they had a fashion show over there. Jin couldn't help but be a bit envious. He knew where his own soulmate was, but he wasn't allowed to do anything about it. It sucked, but looking at a happy and blushing Bambam had Jin smiling as well. Cause one day he would also have that, and he would wait patiently. He was closer than he had ever been so he couldn't afford to be negative now.