Your worst nightmare (Jeff the killer love story )

Chapter 1

Thalia's P.O.V

"Get your lazy ass up and get ready for school because I am not waiting for your shit"! My step mother yelled from downstairs.

"Ok I am coming" I yelled back

So you see I am only in grade 11 and I'm turning 17 and that's not very special for me because I don't have a life any normal teen would have. My mom died on my 14th  birthday and I have never been happy after that accident. Since my beautiful mother died my dad remarried another woman which I hate with all my body. She has been nothing but acting like I am her piece of shit she can't scrape off the floor. But my dad doesn't know about this because he is exactly like my step "Mother". God I hate calling her "Mother". She is causing more problems in my life because I am bullied at school too and I self harm myself if I let go of the rope I'm supposed to be holding onto. I legit want to kill myself and no one can stop me because no one loves me. I just really think the world is unfair, I wish my mother took me with her.

I got out of my warm cozy bed and headed to the showers. I came out of the shower and smelled like cherries and strawberries. I grabbed my undergarments and put them on. I grabbed my black ripped jeans with a leather jacket and grabbed my black and grabbed my black combats. I headed down very fast so I don't get into deep shit but I'm probably in it already.

"Morning" I said quietly to my father and my step mother. They didn't answer, should have said nothing.

" Thalia come here" my step mother pointed her finger at me while reading a magazine.

"Yeah mom"? I asked coming closer to her. She looked at me and slapped me hard on my right cheek and then gave me a punch on my left.

"You bitch"! She yelled

"What did I do"?!?! I yelled with tears threatening to come out but I held them in.

"Don't talk back to me, and get the hell out your going to be late"! she yelled in my face and with that I grabbed my black beanie and headed out.

10 minutes later 

I finally arrived at school! Man that was a long walk and I was late so I ran into my math class.

"Ms.Sparks why are you late" my math teacher asked

"Doesn't seem to be sparking to me" Rose said which is known as a bully and a bitch and an attention whore.

"I uhhh.. slept in, I'm sorry I won't do that again I am sorry" I said pleading my math teacher for forgiveness.

"This time it will slip Ms. Sparks but not next time" my math teacher said. Yes I love you!

I took my seat in and I sat next to one of Rose's bitches "Haley".

"Your uglier than the last time I saw you" Haley whispered.

"Your uglier than a piece of shit I saw lying on the floor yesterday" I shot back

"Shut up"! she whispered-yelled

Whatever you say asshole I thought in my head and smiled to myself after.

Skips the whole day

I was grabbing things out of my locker to head home but then someone slammed the locker into my hands.

"Ahhhh"!!!! I yelled in pain and looked up it was Haley and Rose.

"Not looking nice now are we" Rose said and grabbed my hair and fought me to the floor and kicked me everywhere I mean everywhere she kicked my chest and trust me it's very sensitive. Haley got on top of me and punched me on the nose and cheek and this point my nose was swelling up and I was coughing blood.

"Please stop I am sorry" I said begging.

"No thanks bitch" Haley said and she kept on doing whatever she was doing. 

15 minutes later

I knew I was late because my bullies beat me up and I'm going to get an extra beating at home. Oh shit. I entered my house and it was quiet and way to quiet. But then I heard noise from the stairs and it was my dad not looking so happy oh wait he never is. He ran up to me and threw a punch and pinched my arms everywhere.

"Where the fuck were you"!?!? he yelled

"I got beaten up that's why"! I yelled and he looked at my face and he laughed.

"They did a good job at it" he said smiling.

"Listen you filth me and your mom are going out at 8:00 and you are staying. yes yes yes!!!! I thought in my head.

I heard someone coming from downstairs and it was the monster.

"Hey honey before we go out I am going to go to the grocery store and pick up something really quickly" My step mother said

"Ok honey be careful" my dad said and kissed her on the lips. Ew. My step mother left and my dad smiled at me wickedly.

"Come here" he said and dragged my hair and brought me upstairs and he brought me to his room and threw me on the bed. He got on top of me and started kissing me! He pulled my shirt up and I was left in my bra.

"Don't touch me"!!!!! I yelled at him which surprised him

"Shut the hell up and we will take this the easy way"! He yelled which made me flinch. At this point I started to cry and sob it was just horrifying.  He pulled my pants down and I slapped him on the hand and he gave me a death glare.

"I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHO THE FUCK YOU ARE ANYMORE! MOM LEFT AND I WISH I WAS IN HER POSITION NOT HERE WITH YOU! YOU LOVED ME LIKE HOW A DAD WOULD LOVE HER OWN DAUGHTER BUT THIS, THIS IS ABUSIVE AND FORCING!  I yelled with all of my energy and I think my throat is dry.

"SHUT UP AND DON'T TALK ABOUT MOTHER!" he yelled, shouldn't have wasted my words out on him I thought to myself.

He grabbed my pants and turned me around and he gave me a squeeze and a slap on my ass!

Ding Dong

Thank god it was my step mother! Never in my life have I been this so happy for her to enter my house.

"Were not finished" my dad said and smiled wickedly. I looked down in shame because I could have done something. I pulled my pants on and fixed my shirt and went down.

"Listen ugly whore were going out and we won't be back till 12:00" my step mother said. Who the hell does she think she is? And with that they headed out. I cried and cried after when they were gone. I headed up to the washroom and took out something that I never thought I would. 

I got out my sharpest razor and pressed it to my wrists and cut it on top of my old ones. Blood was dripping onto to the crystal floor and it was just really bad.My dad raped me, forced me, doesn't care about me and the worst is that he hates me. People in my school hate me so does my step mother and this made me cut deeper. I am fed with all this bullshit that is going on in my life and in the world. I am going to finally do it. I am going to kill myself and leave this world and leave these people I am surrounded by. I am going to finally see my beautiful mother.

AUTHORS NOTE;

HEY GUYS WHAT DO U THINK?!?!!?!! IS IT HORRIBLE? OR IS IT GOOD?