Everyday.....

Chapter 1

I never thought my life would turn out to be the way it is now..... What once was a normal happy teen, is now a totally different person.         

Of course I put on my happy front. But come on don't we all at some point? Act so happy when all you wanna do is break down? To some people that is a everyday thing and let's just say it's horrible. My life before depression was great. I laughed a real laugh and smiled a real smile every day. I was happy with myself, I had so many friends, good grades, high confidence and all that good stuff a person should have. Now that I have depression. I barely ever have a real laugh or a real smile..... I have about 4 friends, my family relationships Are horrible, I hate myself, low confidence, my grades are slowly slipping, I'm falling behind in school. I hate waking up and going to school. I use to love reading I can't ever focus enough to read anymore......  But most of all I hate Facing people... I hate seeing people everyday, walking through the hall so happy. I wonder how many of them are breaking inside just like me. I wonder how many people can relate to how I feel.???? 

But anyways. This book is a way to let it all out... Just what I need... My therapist told me to write so here I am.. Writing.... Feel free to leave comments and feed back and don't forget to smile today no matter what's going on in your life. One smile can change the whole world.♥️