Queen of Blood (girlxgirl) [ON HOLD]

Chapitre 5 - Maybe

Kiera

Trees were passing by in a blur, while the faint sound of air brushing over my furry ears was all I could hear. I was letting my wolf run freely, pushing myself forward and deeper into the familiar scenery I liked to call home. Though I didn't mind, my legs were starting to hurt from running so fast. There was something comforting in feeling my throat burning, and my muscles teasing the limits of cramps. I wasn't much of a masochist, but running like that cleared my mind somehow.

From my peripheral vision I caught glimpses of my guards moving in the shadows, fast and efficient. After a while, they were finally catching up as my stamina was running out. They must've followed me when I burst out of my sister's car, after suddenly asking her to park in the driveway. I couldn't handle it anymore. It was too much being stuck in a tiny box, and forced to see them being all lovey-dovey with each other. I needed some fresh air, alone.

I took a break on my way back to the pack house at the waterfall close by and laid down on my side, not bothering to shift. Needless to say I was dead tired. I closed my eyes for a moment to catch my breath and recover.

" Someone is upset." My wolf appeared in front of me.

"I'm not." I snapped, finding her presence slightly annoying.

"Wow, even more so than I thought." She mocked, always choosing the best time to argue with me.

"I told you, I'm not."

I could almost see her fluffy figure shaking her head. "I honestly don't see the harm in liking Blaize, why are you even fighting it. There's no denying the attraction between us."

"She's our sister, that should be enough of a reason. Attraction or not." I said more calmly, but still irritated.

"What are you talking about? We are not even blood related, stop making up excuses."

"Daisy, we are her Guardian. Being in that kind of relationship with her was never part of the job."

My wolf gave me an unimpressed look. "What did I tell you, stop making up excuses. Us being her Guardian doesn't change a thing, I don't recall her mother saying anything against it. If it was forbidden, she would've mentioned something of that importance."

Jared, Blaize, and now my own wolf wouldn't shut up about it." I don't care, just let me be." I picked her puppy form up by the skin behind her neck, making her whine loudly, and threw her out before shutting the door.

When I opened my eyes, I've unsurprisingly shifted back. I was covered in sweat and very naked, so I got up and went straight to the hidden place nearby to get some clothes in which I quickly changed. I paced around for a good fifteen minutes, successfully blocking my wolf out. I could feel her claws scratching the door of my mind, but I needed time to reconsider my options and evaluate the pros and cons.

It was amazing how creative my brain got with finding more and more negative outcomes, but yet it only came up with a single positive one.

I will be with Blaize.

To be honest, I felt like it outweighed the rest.

Eventually, I had to let my wolf back in. We ended up both apologizing but I knew I was the one at fault. Repressing my own desires, especially that strong, only made it worse on her.

"Then give in." Daisy suggested.

"Maybe." I breathed out, I wasn't in the to fight with her as well. "Maybe, I'll do that. But first, I need to find out what's up between those two. I don't think Blaize would be as low as using Scarlett just to get under my skin. Especially if we assume that Scarlett confessed, it would be messed up. Unless..."