Then don't let go.
I'm still here
Not in the way you wanted or always liked but I'm here.
I have the same feeling in my stomach.
Those words are not yours.
You don't deserve anything of that sort.
You don't deserve these things your doing to yourself.
None at all.
You deserve only happy memories not the ones of us fighting.
I want you to remember the happiness of our lips exploding.
Even if you still wanted to get back together and I said yes.
I wouldn't be yours.
I wouldn't be the same guy. But as friends we still have a chance.
To talk and make more great memories.
This seems like a bad dream that won't pass to me.
That's all I want this to be.
But please don't let go of me. My grip is tight and my will is tighter.
I'm here for you. Don't let go.