Ok so I saw this on lookatthephan and Im going to recreate one because it was amazing
TW:Suicide, self harm, abuse, bullying and lots sorry
Dans POV
Dear diary
The thoughts are getting worse and I think amazingphil is the only who keeps me alive. Since Carley introduced me to Phil I've been hooked on his amazing smile and bright blue eyes. He tweeted twice today and I tweeted him back he didn't see it though, I guess he's so popular he doesn't see. Ive been missing Carley, it's been a year since she slipped through the cracks with a rope. I guess she really was suffering. Mum didn't notice she was always out and when she wasn't she was arguing with graham my stepdad.
It's 3am so bye diary
Dear diary
Graham hit me again 5 times its okay I deserved it because I cut again and he called me a loony and kicked me out so I'm at the abandoned park and I brought my friend to release me from the pain what would I do without it (self-harm thing but I didnt want to say the name because reasons) . I'm going to visit Carley and then go home about 11 when mum will be gone and graham will be too drunk to notice.
Bye diary
Dear diary
Weekends over and back to school I'm in the toilets crying I'm so pathetic. I've got bruises from when Dave and josh pushed me into the bike sheds and kicked me. I'm running away I decided during 3rd period I'll ask to be excused and go to the bridge. I'll stay the night under and tomorrow I'll jump so you'll hear one more entry from me. Death is welcoming me now.
Bye diary
I sent out a tweet to my 700 followers saying 'goodbye forever internet death has invited me and I'm getting there by bridge I guess I thank @ amazingphil for keeping me alive this long. I'll be with Carley.
I scrolled through my feed when someone favourited and then replied to my tweet. It was Phil he told me to stay strong and message him straight away. I did just that. We talked on Skype while I dangled my legs off the bridge. He persuaded me to get a tube to meet him straight away. I'm not sure why I guess he wants to mock me. I went to meet him though.
*time skip 6 years*
Dear diary wow it's been a while, well me and Phil are married and have Dee and dil oh those little bundles of joy anyway I've got to go film a video
Bye diary
OK so Im writing this because things aren't going to plan with life currently and I need to let it out.
YOU ARE READING
Phan oneshots
RomanceOkay so I'm going to be writing some oneshots I'll put any trigger warnings at the top. If you want to collaborate or need to talk just message me :)
