I've gotten used to my eyes being red and glossy from the pain as they roll down my cheeks.
I'm used to thinking negatively but today was different.
I told him everything I wanted to and needed to tell others.
I can't keep the pain inside of me anymore and knowing he's there for me makes me smile.
I cried but he said everything will be ok and told me to stay on earth he even said "Just keep fighting and it will pay off." My smile grew wider.
Most people think he doesn't care about anybody but he does.
Now I'm in my room typing this while he send sweet messages saying I shouldn't think bad things about myself and the tears keep coming yet I smile.
I'm thankful for him...
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Bye bye wounded birds.
