Chapter 8 The aftertaste

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Your pov:When I woke up I felt Shawn's hands on my waist.I tried to move but the grip was to strong."Don't leave me love"he mumbled in his sleep."I'm not I gotta go to the bathroom"I said."okay hurry back"he said.As I went in the bathroom I look at my reflection.And all I see is fatness and scars once I lift up my shirt.I softly sobbed holding my mouth so he couldn't hear me.Its not like I'm a thousands pounds but I'm 140 and I didn't like the way I looked.I slowly exit the bathroom with salty tears rolling off of my cheeks what happened to me?I used to be happy,confident,a bad a**,now all I see is a broken,worthless,fat,little girl.As I slowly climb back to bed I hold in my sobs.Shawn must've heard me because he held me by the waist and started to kiss my temples."What's the matter my queen"?he whispered in my ear "Nothing"I lied "Turn around"he whispered."No"I breathe out "Turn around"he demanded me.I finally gave in and turned around to see his red eyes filled with sorrow and concern."Now tell me what's wrong"he said."I use to feel like such a bad a** and have confidence but now I feel broken and fat with no confidence."I replied with a shaky breath."Y/n do u know how stupid you sound right now?Don't let what that whore said to u get to u cause you know its not true.Do u know what I see when I look at u?"he asked"What?"I replied as he pulled me closer to him"I see strength,hope,beauty,love,power behind those eyes of yours.And that smile oh that smile of yours is one of the many reasons that I live,is to make you happy."he replies looking in my eyes.He pulls me closer and puts his hands on my waist."I love you so much"he whispers before kissing me.After a moment or two he speaks again."I know what can cheer you up"he says."What"I replied."We have a MMA gym in the west part of the palace if u wanna try it out."he said smiling."Sure but I don't think u can hang with me"I said smirking knowing that I took boxing and kick boxing."Oh darling of course I can.Have u seen me?"he said getting out of bed and held up his shirt so I can see his abs."Okay don't say I didn't told you so."I laughed.

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