I brought it upon myself.

Chapter3:I need to stop.

After a long time of fighting, screaming,scratching, pushing, biting, kicking....I just stopped ......I stopped caring all I could do was just let the tears roll down my cheecks, didn't even bother crying out loud anymore I was just too drained-I didn't even think I was going to make out alive. After a few hours of that brutal attack the last guy threw a wad of cash at my face with a smile on his face like he had the time of his life. I don't even bother moving. My body hurts too much and I'm soaking in my own blood coming from all the beatings and rape, my 'what used to be outfit' is ripped into shreds and I'm there left on the bed naked, scared, beat down and in massive pain.

A few minutes later a young looking girl that looks round about my age comes into the room with a towel to cover me up. "Hey my name is Rosa, don't worry I'm only here to help, now come let's get you cleaned up." She says picking me up and taking me towards the shower. My eyes are swollen from crying and beatings I don't even think I'd make my way around if I was still going with my escape plan.
"Thanks" I say trying to figure out how she looks like while trying to keep my balance.. This must be how blind people feel. "I'm Victoria and thanks for the help-appreciate it. Are you the maid here?"

A gentle laugh escapes her mouth "No uhm..." she says in hesitation "I'm married to John, and I work for him , do what you do.."

I swear I just gained my vision as I widened my eyes in shock "Wait what?" I shake my head in confusion.

"Haha, a girls' gotta live right"

"Yeah ...uhm I guess"

"Was it forced marriage though?"

"Nah, I loved him-"

I cut her off "Loved?"

"Ok I love him and I just want to do anything to make him happy and keep him happy, now now get into the shower, everything is there. I'll stay here if you need me or do you need your privacy?  "

"No please stay, since it's been invaded already what harm could you waiting here for me do huh?" I say making my way into the shower.

"Oh yeah, sorry about that" she says switching the shower tap on for me then makes her way at the edge of the bathtub to sit down garding the door .

The water is hot, stinging my entire body yet cooling me down, from what it looks like the drain seens to be filled with my blood that I'm washing off and I make sure I scrub all the  disgust off of me,  this has been the worst night of my life. I used to be a prostitute when I started off with Chris then later he decided that a stripper is safer since I've been arrested so many times, yet he still let me continue sleeping with guys individualy then suddenly he just decided that it's best for me if I stop. For the last 6 months he's been the only guy I've slept with until today.

When I'm done showering Rosa helps me out then wraps a towel around me.
"Thanks once again"

"No problem, now let's get you into the room were I can get you dressed up"

"No ..please not the same room"

"Don't worry the clothes are in the other room"

As we make our way to the other room for a second my heart stops... I see John sitting on the edge of the bed with his back faced back making a what seems to be a confidential call.