Losing control

Chapter 4

After the car ride Toby dropped me off at home and he came inside with me because I said I would drive him home later. We went upstairs to my room and talked for awhile until we started talking seriously

"Can you not look at me like that?" Toby said while not staring into my eyes which I've been trying to make him do but he always looks away.

"Look at you like what?"

"Like I don't know, like I'm made of glass, that I'm fragile because I'm fine as long as you believe me."

"I'm sorry I didn't mean to okay I'll always believe you" he says but still won't make eye contact "Toby would you please look at me" I say as I stand up and stand right in front of him he stands up, look straight into my eye and I get the urge to kiss him but then my phone rings. I pick it up and it's just my mom saying so won't be home tonight. Great job my mom ruined the moment.

"Can you take me home?"

"Are you sure you want to?"

"Yes please" I drive him home and go home alone and now that I was by myself I order pizza and make myself comfortable and turn on Netflix.

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(The same night Toby's p.o.v)
I get home after spencer drops me off dang it I should of kissed her she probably doesn't like me though, she probably doesn't even believe me. I wish I could just tell her how much I like her, I should of stayed over. I walk into my house and see my dad, step mother and Jenna sitting in the living room greaaat she probably told them and now they won't believe me.

"Toby we have been waiting for you sit down please"

"Dad I didn't do anything okay please believe me" i say as I sit down next to my dad, but he won't look at me

"Toby Jenna told us you have to tell the truth you can't lie please just admit to what you did it would make things easier"

"No!! I didn't do anything she's the one who forced herself on me and I said no and now she's getting back at me!!! You have to believe me I wouldn't lie!!" My dad looks at me for a second and then looks at Jenna and she was fake crying. "You have got to be kidding me. Dad she's lying I didn't do anything okay she wouldn't leave me alone and I said no so she told." But then my dad slammed his fist on the dinner table everyone looking up shocked.

"That's enough Toby I dont want to hear it anymore go to your room I need go discuss with your mother what we will do about this." And as I get up and walk up to my room I yell

"STEPMOTHER" and slam my door.

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(Still the same night back to Spencer's p.o.v)
As I binge watch on Netflix my phone starts ringing and it's Toby I wait till it rings once more before answering "hello?"

"Hey spence.... Can I um come over please I-"

"Say no more I'm on my way to pick you up" as Toby was talking I heard a kind of cry and i was just guessing that Jenna told and I need to be there for him I hang up the phone get into my car and drive to the Cavanaugh's I knock on the door and mr.Cavanaugh answers the door
"Oh spencer what a surprise"

"Hey mr Cavanaugh can I talk to Toby please it's important"

"Oh I'm sorry Toby can't right now I'll tell him you stopped by though" and he slams the door in my face before I can say anything else. I get in my car and call Toby.

"Um I'm at your house and your dad just slammed the door in my face"

"Oh I'm so sorry just wait I'll be out in a minute" and he hangs up I wait for 2 minutes and Toby comes from the back door and runs into the car "DRIVE!!" He says quickly. I step on the gas and drive home.

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(Spencer's house still Spencer's p.o.v)
We walk into my house and sit on the couch in silence for a good minute "Toby what happened?" I say staring at him but he's looking at the ground. He's hesitant at first and then his eyes water and I try so hard not to just hug him but I still want to know what happened.

"They don't believe me spence....." That's all he has to say then I hug him, my arms wrap around his neck and his arms going around my waist his grip getting harder and harder but I don't mind. We hug for like ten minutes when he lets go I don't want to but I do he just stares at me and I smile and he actually smiles back for real. And it makes my heart melt...

"Do you wanna watch a movie?"

"Sure you can pick"

"You know I hate picking"

"Well spence you know if I pick a movie it will be scary"

"I don't care just pick one" I say laughing. He ends up picking unfriended (I love that movie btw) and he knows I hate scary movies but he always picks them, which is something I get used to. While watching the movie I started to get a little scared and I cuddle up to Toby like I always do when we watch scary movies but for the first time he puts his arms around me and just holds me. I jump up at a part in the movie and scream a little and he just laughs and me and in this very moment cuddling and watching a movie with Toby I forget about everything that's happening, everything bad in my life seems to disappear. And when the movies ends we both eventually fall asleep in each other's arms.

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I want to give a shoutout to OdoBree23