Loving my Bestfriend

Chapter 2

Kissing Noah felt like nothing I had ever felt before, I mean I knew that I had a crush on him when I was younger but I thought that it was silly to have that kind of connection with your best friend, so I shrugged it off, hoping that those feelings would never amount to anything. The only people that knew about it were my Best friends, who just so happen to be my work mates, Emily and Michael.

I'm brought back to my senses when I fall back, I squeal in shock and I realized that we have now moved into my bedroom. Once my eyes have fully adjusted to the change in light, I see Noah hovering over me, his face millimeters away from mine. He leans down and starts to trail soft and delicate kisses along my neck and shoulders, I moan in delight and I can feel him smiling against my skin. I can feel his hands trail down my waist and tug at my pj shorts.

"Noah, stop" I say, he sits on the bed and looks at me with his ocean blue eyes, giving me a puppy dog look that makes me melt inside. "This doesn't feel right", Noah looks at me confused "But I thought that this is what you wanted" "It is what I want, but it isn't". Noah looks at me more confused than he was before. After a few minutes of sitting in silence he sighs and gets off of my bed and walks out of my room, I whisper-shout out to him "I'm sorry", he doesn't turn around, but I can hear him silently cursing under his breath and then the sound of a door softly slamming shut rang through.

I sigh and lay down hoping that I might be able to get some sleep after what had just happened. I think to myself, Can I still love him?, Are my feelings for him showing up?, Should I act on them?, I shake these questions and thoughts out of my head and tossed and turned until it was time to get up for work.