Loving my Bestfriend

Confessing feelings

 "Ha! I win! Suck on that!" 

"Bu...but that's not fair!"

"You just mad that your girlfriend beat you!"

"Still, not fair"

I laugh at how Michael and Emily are fighting over how Emily won at Mario Kart. Honestly they are so cute together, "Wish you had that ?" I hear Noah say behind me.

I sighed longingly and turned to face him, "I kinda do, but I know that it won't happen. Maybe if I found the right guy but chance would be a fine thing". "Well maybe you have found the right one and you just can't see it" I look at him a little confused.

"What do you mean" I question, he looks behind me, I raise my right eyebrow and look behind me where I can see Michael and Emily nodding their heads as if to say 'do it'. I look back at Noah and ask "What's going on Noah, your scaring me", Noah looks nervous.

I am wondering why he looks nervous "You know that I like you and..." he begins but stops, "And what Noah?" I say in a tone that says 'well, hurry up'. "And I want to know if you feel the same way. So, April, will you please go out with me?", I don't say anything, I just stand there, shocked.

"April? Can you give me an answer please?" I hear Noah plead, yet I still don't answer. I can feel my breath quicken and my chest tighten, and I know i'm about to have a panic attack.

My vision starts to become blurry, "Noah" I barely whisper. It took a couple of seconds before Noah spoke "She's having a panic attack" and that's the last thing I hear before I black out.