(Jermaine In The MM)
Ciara
"Ciara where we going?" Jermaine asked through the loud music playing through the speakers
I turned down the music a bit. "We finna go see mommy"
"Yay!" he said in excitement
Eric took his eyes off the road for a quick second and look at me while rubbing my thighs.
When we got the hospital we had to wait 15 minutes to see our mother because she already had 4 visitors in her room.
"The family of Tamar Black" a doctor said
We all stood up and she gave us the room number and we left heading to my mother room.
"Mama" Jermaine said in excitement as he ran to her but she didn't look suprise to see her kids
"What y'all doing here?" she asked as she sized Eric
I look at Eric and watched Eric sized her ass back, I shook my head ... Is this how they greet each other now?
"We came to see you"I said
"I don't have no fucking money! I can't pay the damn light or rent this month. If there's no food in the house ask Eric to buy y'all some! " she yelled
I rolled my eyes. "Do you understand what came out my mouth, we came to see you"
I was tired of this lady thinking somebody need money from her, I make my own money to provide for my brother and I.
"I can't believe I let yo sick ass daddy fool me" she cried
I look at her in confusion. "What are you talking about?"
"Dont act like the doctors didn't tell you that I have HIV!"
Jermaine didn't know what we were talking about so he just kept looking back and forth at us.
"Eric can you please take Jermaine to get something in the snack machine"I handed him a 5 dollar bill
Eric grabbed Jermaine as they left. My mom sized me as tears roamed down her face.
"You fucking him too?"she asked in disgust
"It ain't about who I'm fucking right now, why you saying my daddy fooled you?"
"I got HIV cus of him"she said above a whisper
"He's been locked up since I was young mama"
She let out a humorous laugh. "Yo daddy was been out hunny, that's where I go every night to get my money"
My anger built up as I look at my mama in disgust. "Why are you lying?"
"The fuck do I look like lying to you about something like that, he the one who got me laying in pain in this damn stank ass hospital bed just because I said I needed money for the rent and he thought I spent the money he gave me on some drugs"
"I thought you paid the rent this month?" I asked
She shook her head."Instead I bought food for y'all hungry ass"
What a fuck up life I'm living. "So your first baby daddy never asked for me?" I didn't want to claim him as my father at this moment
She gave me a death glare. "Does it look like he gives a fuck about you?!"
I tried so hard not to cry cus my father used to always write me when he was locked up saying how much he missed and loved me.
"Look Ciara, you are the mother figure of Jermaine so take care of him"
I shook my head, I was done with this conversation with her. I got up and left the room and went to go search for Jermaine and Eric.
"Ciara where you going?"Jermaine ran up to me
I smiled just for him. "I was looking for my little man"
"I wanna go see mommy"he pouted
I let out a sigh. "She fell asleep"
He looked down at his shoes as I heard light sobs. I bend down to his level, I hated to see my brother upset it just kills me inside.
"Let's go wake her up"I said
Eric look at me like I was crazy but I rolled my eyes at him.
"Mommy don't like that"Jermaine look up at me
I stayded silent, I needed Eric help right now.
"We should get going before the ice cream shop close"Eric finally said
"Okay, I'll just see mommy later"Jermaine said
I smiled at Eric , as we were walking Jermaine stopped and look up at me. "I forgot something in mommy room"
We headed back to my mother room as she was slowly drifting to sleep, Jermaine hop on the bed carefully and kissed her cheeks and said "I love you", I watched as she smiled small
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Eric
After putting Jermain to sleep, I went to the kitchen and grabbed two glass of wine and spiked one of em. I walked to Ciara's room as I watched her layed down looking up at the ceiling.
I loved this girl so much and I'll always love her, I hate to see her hurt but I had to do what I had to do for the best of her and Jermaine.
I sat next to her as I kissed her forehead and handed her a glass of wine. She sat up and gulped it down, I smiled as I gulped mines down too.
I watched as she became loose ina couple of minutes. "Why is the room spinning?"she asked
I layed her down as I took off her bottoms. "Sshh baby"I said as I stick two fingers inside of her
I watched as she arched her back, I kissed her lips then devour my tongue in her vagina. She kept on pushing my head deeper inside of her as she closed her eyes.
"I love you"I whispered in her ears as I let my penis free, I spread her legs open as I entered her
"Aaah baby"she moaned
I sucked on her neck as I thrust inside of her, We released at the same time. I layed down next to her as I saw the smile planted across her face.
"I think I wanna go another round"she said out of breath
"Hold up"I said as I tried to grab my ringing phone
"Hello" I answered
"Where the fuck you at?" the person on the other line asked
"I'm coming"I said hanging up
I turned around and looked at Ciara sleeping, I kissed her cheeks then her lips. "I love you beautiful"
As that was said I got dressed then headed to the hospital. I feel so wrong for doing this to Ciara but it's the best for her and Jermaine.
"Took yo ass long enough"Tamar said as she got inside the car
"Just chill, where we going?"I asked
"Airport"she said as she held on tight to my free hand
