(Ciara In The MM)
Ciara
*2 Months Later*
A hard banging on the door woke me up from my nap, I got up and went to see who it was. I didn't see nobody but a mail on the floor.
I opened the door and checked the front porch before grabbing the mail, I locked the door as I sat on the couch and open up the letter.
Tamar Black, you have three days to move out or you'll get envicted and will have to go to court for disobeying
From, your landowner
I ripped up the mail. I rubbed on my little baby bump as I thought about where I'm finna go in the next three days, I only have $50 left and that can't own a hotel for me and Jermaine. I haven't talk to Mickey in a long time ever since he refused to have shower sex with me, Eric never showed up ever since we went to see my mother, and I haven't spoken to my mother ever since I ended our conversation. It was just Jermaine and I.
Ever since I got pregnant I haven't talk to no nigga, it's crazy how I ended up pregnant cus Eric and I always used protection except that one time but I would've been gotten pregnant.
"Ciara"Jermaine rubbed his eyes
"Yes"I said
He came and sat next to me as he layed his head on my shoulder. "I hungry"
There was barely food in the fridge, only thing left was two eggs and cheese.
"Wanna come to the store with me?" I asked, I'll just buy something with this $50
He nodded his head as he went to put on shoes. My phone was finna be cut off next week and I don't have no money to pay it.
As Jermaine and I walked to the store I was thinking of a place on where I could go, this is so hard especially since I dropped out of school cus I didn't have no money to put Jermaine in daycare.
"Can I get a chip ahoy"Jermaine asked
I checked the price then nodded as he smiled grabbing it. I grabbed a couple of snacks as I bought a sandwhich and a gallon of apple juice.
When we got back home, I watched as Jermaine ate like he haven't aten in days. I'm glad he didn't ask about Tamar or Eric no more.
"Ciara"Jermaine look up at me
"Yes baby"I smiled
"I wanna go to school"he said
All I had to say was "Wait on it"
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Today was the day Jermaine and I had to move out so I was packing some of my clothes and Jermaine clothes in a bag.
"Where we going?"Jermaine asked for the fifth time
I look down at him "Stop asking questions and go get yo toothbrush"
He marched out the room as he went to do what I told him to do. My stomach was grumbling, I haven't ate ever since we went to the store. I really had to make an appointment to check on how my baby doing.
"I saw a big roach in the bathroom Ciara!"Jermaine said
"You are bigger then the roach, toughen up"I said as I grabbed his toothbrush
After packing up and everything we left after putting the key in the mailbox. "It's gonna rain Ciara"
I let out a sigh as I ignored Jermaine, I'll go chill at McDonalds for right now.
I was feeling light headed if I didn't ask for a cup of water I probably would've fainted.
The McDonald's was about to close so Jermaine and I had to leave, I had to carry Jermaine cus he was falling asleep, what a heavy boy.
It was about to pour outside so I had to get under a shade before I get soaken wet. I pulled out my phone and dialed Mickey number, I guess it's disconnected.
I sat under a tree as I rocked Jermaine back and forth cus he was whining in his sleep.
"It's alright baby"I kissed his cheeks
I had a feeling someone was watching me so I didn't have no time to sleep at this moment. I felt paranoid as fuck, I got up from the position I was in and grabbed my things and left.
"Excuse me ma'am"I said as I tried to get the lady attention
She turned around and look at me all soaken wet. "Yes?"
"Do you know a nearby hotel here?"I asked
"There's one that's 5 miles down to the left"she said
"Thank you" I said as I walked off
As I was about to cross the street a car press the gas and drove right pass me, I almost panicked but I thank God both of my feet wasn't on the street.
