When I got home that day I got a hook and dug it into my ceiling and got a jump rope and stood on my chair and tied the rope on my throat and I was about to step on my chair and then my mom came in and said NO then u slid off the chair but i got lucky the hook broke and I fell to the ground and I couldn't breath went to the hospital. My mom and doctor talked and they said I had to go to therapy. My mom was so scared I was going to try it again.every body was posting on my Facebook that I shoulda died both times and I don't know how everybody could be so mean I was so sad that I got bullied every day:(. I wish I could have 1 wish to say that I wish I didn't get bullied:( Later that night I went home went up stairs and laid down on my bed and went to bed. I was so tired. 1 month later I was all healthy again and I was not getting bullied I finally told them off and so did a lot of other people. Then I was all happy and glad I could go to school without being ashamed of my self and its been a month and one week since me and Matthew have been dating. (The end)