Surviving With Her

Chapter 1- Past

*Trigger Warning*

I started high school a few months ago, and its been hard. I have a few friends that most likely don't want me around anymore. My girlfriend of four months broke up with me a week ago and I'm planning something. I brought my small pocket knife to school today and plan on ending my life in the bathroom. I know, not very full-proof but its the best I can do for the time.

I'm walking to second period with my "friends" and one of them sees something in my pocket. She takes it from my pocket and opens it seeing the knife. She looks up at me confused ,so I tell her I'm carrying out a plan and smile.

I walk into my second period class and sit down. About halfway through the period the principal walks in and asks me to go to her office. I do as I'm told and follow her to the office. She sits me down and talks to me about the knife. She take the knife from me and talks to me about what I was planing to do with it. I end up telling her and she calls my mom telling her that I need to go to the hospital.

My mother picks me up and drives me to the hospital and my grandmother meets us there. We go in and they take me to the back and give me a purple hospital gown thingy. I lay down and read when the doctor comes in and tells my mom and grandma that he prefers i go to the mental hospital for 3 to seven days . The ambulance gets to the hospital at around 5:45 and transports me to the mental hospital. When we get there I go to the room to be asked a bunch of questions. I end up staying in the hospital for around ten days then am discharged.

~a few months later~

I'm home alone while my parents take my younger siblings to soccer. i decide to overdose on my depression meds and ibuprofen. An hour or so later my parents are home and i have a seizure in front of my little brother. He calls my mom and my dad calls 911 minutes later and ambulance arrives and takes me to the nearest hospital. I have another seizure later that night and am taken to a different hospital.

I wake up the next day and spend the next few days stuck in a hospital bed. After about four days I'm transferred to the psych ward and introduced to my roommate. I spent the next ten days pretending to get better.

After that i just pretended to be happy and everyone believes the fake smile.

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A/N

I know it sucks I'm sorry but I'm trying eventually I hope finish and reedit everything in this soon to be book.