Right now I can literally not explain any of the pain I'm in! You know when you're on you're period and you get them really bad pushing pains? Yeah it feels nothing like that now!! It feels a lot worse. Jason's not helping at all and in fact no one is.. Only Lauren really. My parents are outside the room along with Jason's parents and inside the room with me are Lauren and Jason. Of course, others are allowed in. Heck the whole gang could come in if they wanted. Martha couldn't stop them. If Jason wants them in then Jason will have them in but I know he has more respect for me and also I'm not really sure he wants them in here where I'll end up embarrassing him.
"Breath baby breath" Jason whispers in my ear trying to be soothing. "I am fucking breathing. It's 2.16 AM! I'm tired and in labour! You think if I wasn't breathing I'd still be alive?!" I yell at Jason.
It's true though it is 2.16 AM and this time yesterday we were all still at the aftermath of Jason's little party or earlier this morning we were putting up the new bed, at a good timing to because here I am now giving birth.
"I'm trying to fucking help you" Jason growls as I squeeze his hand tighter. Let's take things back an hour shall we?
*One hour earlier*
"Jason wake up now!" I yell, hitting him in the side like I have been doing for the past 2 freaking minutes. Jason suddenly shouts up alarmed. "EW. Danielle really?! You pissed the bed?!" I stand up and glare at him before walking, with a lot of struggle, over to him. "My waters broke!" I wince in pain as another contraction hits and I lean over the bed. "Jason!" I cry out in pain. "Shit.. Uh.. Ah, Fuck! Dan, What should I do?" "Get help. I don't know do something!" Jason nods hurriedly as he goes to leave to get someone when suddenly another contraction hits. Jason comes running back to my side. "Like hell am I leaving you in this pain" Jason says as he scoops me up in his arms and carries me downstairs. Obviously all the moaning, groaning and whining I done on the way down woke everyone up and the whole house goes into a big frenzy of panic.
My parents are throwing warm towels around the place. Pattie and Jeremy are calling for Martha upstairs. Ryan and the boys have gone to look for Martha's bag that will help deliver this baby and Lauren's being the only one who is understanding in my situation and shouting at Jason when he annoys me. I don't want to be mean to Jason I'm just in so much pain that I can't help but shout at him because he's showing the most amount of care.
So yes, that's where we are now! I've been in labour for two hours now, already making it 3.23!I just want to sleep like seriously I love you my little baby but couldn't you of waited until mommy woke up?
"Danielle? Do you need any drugs?" "Yes. Get me the whole freaking load. Weed, LSD, ecstasy" I list off only for all three- Martha, Jason and Lauren- to look at me weirdly. "She means like an epidural or pain relief" Jason answers and I look at him in shock. "What?" he asks. "How do you know all that?" "Well, I uh- y-you know I-" I cut him off by saying "Spit it out Jason" "I didn't want you to be in any pain so I looked up ways to ease the pain away slightly" I look at him so lovingly "You really did that for me?" I ask. "W-well yeah" I reach up to kiss him before another contraction hits and I hold my stomach in pain. "Come on Danielle. Thinking of that sweet baby cry you'll hear after this and it will soon be worth all this" Lauren says once again taking my hand and helping me push through this.
I nod my head and I must say after being in labour for four hours, I am ready to give up. It's 5.27 AM now and I've been in labour since 1. 12 AM. It's not fun and it's really making me not want another child. Slow down Danielle. Get this one out of the way first. I tell myself.
"I hate you Jason, this is all your fault I'm in this pain!" I say whilst wincing. "Just ignore her it's the hormones" Lauren says apologetically but I can still see Jason is a little pissed but I don't care. "Get out if you're not going to help! I don't need you in here" I yell at him. "There's nothing I can do babe" he mumbles sadly before turning to walk out with his head hung low.
"I can see the head!" Martha calls excitedly. "Jason!!" I moan as I push extremely hard and Jason comes running back to my bedside. "I'm sorry for saying that. I do need you. I really really do" I cry. Like literally cry. I'm so damn emotional right now.
"Okay Danielle. I'm going to need you to give another push" Martha says and I nod my head and take a hold of Jason's and Lauren's hands before taking a deep breath and pushing with everything in me. Then suddenly everything stops, the pain, the screaming, the crying it all stops and all that can be heard is the sweet cry of mine and Jason's baby.
"Congratulations boss an Danielle.. You have a little daughter" I smile in joy as Jason looks at me "I told you we'd have a girl" he says with the most cockiest grin ever.
Martha quickly cuts the umbilical cord before placing my daughter on my chest. I heard they have to do this so that the baby doesn't go into shock. I hold onto the precious little girl in my arms and Jason and Lauren look at her adoringly. "Hello baby" I coo whilst placing my little finger into my baby girls hand. Obviously half of my pinky is taken up by my baby's full hand. "She's beautiful" Lauren says whilst stroking the baby's cheek before pulling back disgustedly after realising she now has blood and bits of placenta on her hand. I look at Jason to see he has tears in his eyes as he looks at our daughter proudly. "I love her so much" he says as he moves closer to me and takes her other hand to which her crying ceases immediately and she falls into a soft sleep with her chest rising and falling every so often.
"She's going to be treated like a princess" Jason say's softly. "I know, did you hear that baby? Me and your daddy love you so much you're going to be treated like a princess" I look up and realise me and Jason are the only ones left in the room because mMartha and Lauren had left.
"Can I hold her?" Jason asks and I nod tiredly as Jason wraps our princess in a towel. "She's so tiny" Jason says and I smile in admiration before leaning back on the couch and closing my eyes. Giving birth is exhausting but giving birth at 38 minutes past 5 in the morning is more exhausted then ever.
"Night night mommy, we love you" Jason whispers as he kisses our daughters head.
Jason just said we.. meaning him included love me? I understand he said it for our daughter but him? I feel the same but I don't think he needs to know that just yet as I close my eyes with a happy smile on my face and let my exhaustion take over and I fall into a nice deep sleep.
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Mental Institution
RomanceJason McCann isn't dead. No one believes me and I'm stuck here. In a mental institution.