Mental Institution

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  I haven't seen Jason for like the past few days much. He's literally been planning this little mission that he's going on and I must say he's an idiot. He actually did buy a red suit after I sarcastically suggested it. I mean who the fuck actually does that? Despite it though he did try the suit on and I swear I almost drooled at how yummy he looked. If me and him get married I one hundred percent want him to wear red. He looks so good in it.
"Okay, You all know the plan?" Jason says as he walks out of the meeting room door followed by about twenty of his gang members. All of them nod and Jason licks his lips then winks as he looks at me. "Yes boss" his gang say as they all walk to their own rooms, some of them going out the front door.
"What are you doing up this late?" Jason asks as he sits next to me and puts his arm around me on the couch. "Couldn't sleep without you" I say innocently. Which I couldn't but it's also because of the baby. I mean I really want to keep it but at the same time I know I can't. I'm so confused about this.
"Well I'm here now. Besides I'm tired as fuck" Jason says as he yawns and leans his head against the back of the couch. I stare at him in admiration. His jaw clenches every now and then. He is honestly the most handsome person who I have ever seen and I am madly in love with him which is also why I want to keep this baby but I also know we're both not ready for this.
"Tell me about the plan, Jase" I whisper as I lean on him. I didn't think he heard me because he doesn't answer but I know he heard me because he took a deep breath.
"You're too innocent Ari" I sit up abruptly. "Innocent?! Jase I've grown up around this sort of shit. Even though I didn't know about it I was still around it please tell me. I need to know you'll be safe." Jase sighs before opening one eye and looking at me. He turns his head and closes his eyes again before he begins to speak.
"In two days, me, Alex and a few of my gang members, the ones you just seen leave will go out to Westward bank. We'll go in through the back, five of us, with guns-" I gasp cutting him off but he quickly speaks up quickly "-Without using them, unless we are under threat. Then three of the boys will keep all of the customers and workers down on the ground whilst me and Alex go in and get the money. As we come out I'll reveal my identity and do the signature Jason McCann move which will be to flip off the security camera. See babe? None of us are going to get hurt. You have nothing to worry about. We'll be gone for about two hours max." I nod my head and let out a yawn, suddenly becoming very tired. "Come on let's go to bed" Jason says as he picks me up bridal style. I cuddle into his chest and fall asleep listening to his heart, which he has one for all the people who say he doesn't. I fell asleep before we even reached the room. Again, blame the pregnancy.
I wake up and take a big stretch I've finally decided what I want to do. I can't keep the baby. It wouldn't be fair at all. I smile at Jason as he wakes up and looks at me. "Morning beautiful" he says. "Good morning" I reply as I lean on his chest and kiss his lips. Jason deepens the kiss and I stop him before it could literally go any further. I mean, I love him and I would love to have sex with him again but right now I'm in a rush. Being about approximately 8 weeks pregnant means I need to get an abortion soon. I only have another four weeks until I'm too far along for an abortion so I have until January is over otherwise I have to keep the baby. It's not that I don't love it because I do, I am already in love with him or her it's just it wouldn't be fair to put it in so much danger. I know I did with Nyla but I didn't exactly have the choice then and I know I could of aborted her but at that time I couldn't get out of the institution and I didn't know there was people after me then. I found out and moved in with Jason when I was just gone three months pregnant meaning I was late to have an abortion, not that I regret not having one.
I quickly stand up and walk in the bathroom when Jason comes out fully showered and dressed. "I'll see you in a bit. I'm going to go through the plan for the mission tomorrow just one more time" Jason says as he kisses my forehead and leaves.
I get showered and dressed before walking into Nyla's room and seeing her there with Pattie and my mom already dressed. "You okay?" I ask all of them as I notice all three of them are playing doll house. I chuckle a bit and Pattie and my mom nod. "Great. Could you watch her for a bit please? I need to speak with Lauren" I say softly and walk out her door before anyone answers. There shouldn't be a problem for them looking after her and besides even if they don't want too it's fine. She's only in her room.
I walk downstairs and see Lauren sitting on the couch scrolling on her phone. "Hey Ari" Lauren greets as I sit next to her I smile gently at her before lowering my voice. I know no one is around to hear me anyway because Pattie and my mom are upstairs and Jeremy, Alex, Jason and the rest of the gang who live here are in them meeting room.
"I can't keep this baby. I need to get an abortion" I say, getting straight to the point. Lauren gives me a concerned look. "Are you sure?" She asks. "Lauren, I can't have this baby it wouldn't be fair on him or her. Especially now that Jason is announcing his death scandal was a fake. We'll have people after us" "Well I don't want you to do anything that you will later on regret. Besides if you tell Jason. Maybe he'll put the whole mission thing off" I shake my head rapidly. "No Lauren. I don't want Jason to call this thing off. His gang will think I'm purposely doing it because they know how much I hate the idea of it. Also, I'll be protecting Nyla from anyone that comes for us. It'll be a struggle with a newborn as well" I say. "I understand. Okay, I'll book you an appointment on-line, It's got to be done soon though. I mean you're almost three months" I nod my head and watch over Lauren's shoulder as she books an appointment. "They have one for December twenty-eighth" Lauren says. "Can't. Me, you, Jason, Nyla and Alex are in Canada. Remember?" I say. "Shit. I forgot about that. Well we get back on the third of January and they got an appointment the fourth at three in the afternoon" Lauren states and I nod my head. "That one will be fine. Will you come with me though. I can't do this alone" Lauren looks at me "Of course I wouldn't let you go through this alone, babe" I hug her quickly then look at her growing stomach. She's not noticeable yet but if you know she's pregnant you can see the sort of roundness which is why I suppose no one has noticed yet. Though in about 3 weeks she will which is fine because she's telling Alex in two and she plans on wearing lose tops. Anyway, I guess it's settled. My abortion is on the third of January 2017.