Avengers preferences and imagines

Request for iHaroldStyles

First POV
I felt my self grow closer and closer to agent Barton...Which is not good at all. Its not good to grow to close to your kill mission, hi I'm (y/n) and I'm a minion of grant ward.
Shooting and tortuous events can make a person go bonkers in the head or give them a emotional wall. For me I am obviously not bonkers * does crazy sign* but I have put up my defense physical and emotional. Today was the day I was being tested for becoming once again a free person. All my color drained from my cheeks, i have the bullets up my sleeve, lets see how many secrets it takes. This is gonna haunt me but its always sad to see people go, I love Clint but Beating my self up about this makes it worse. I was too busy in my train of thought to realize that Barton had been knocking at the door for our "date". He had his motorcycle, and a leather jacket that fit him perfectly. Almost blushing i wrap my hands around his waist as we leave. The night was perfect, we went to a boardwalk and A smile occurred for the first time for me.ugh, guys and emotional crap?!?! If I was gonna complete the mission I better do it now. Pulling out my gun The Famous HawkEye turned to face the trigger. I don't know why but tears and eyeliner ran down my face dripping on my (f/c) tank top. Clint still did not seemed the bit stressed.
" you wont shoot, you know that I know that this is not you"
As are My hand shaking violently, second guesses  cross my head, when i got the flashback that made me snap into reality. It was when I got my first "punsisment " which is really mind erase.
"You don't know me barton, god dammit ! "
Thats when clint every so slyly took my gun and pulled me close. The heat between us kept growing when he finally leaned in for a kiss.  Carrying you bridal style, you too headed back to stark towers and you were pretty much forced to tell your past, it was a traumatic event but you got over it when you felt the warm feeling of clints hand
Maybe just maybe he's right
Maybe I do have feelings for clint
The next day i grew more distant, A girl needs time to think. While punching the gym punching bag to the pace of my thoughts clint came up behind me. My reflexes gave him a bloody nose but hey its that goof balls fault! When he got up he continued to try and talk to me
"Hey, i know you love me! Who wouldn't? Just admit it! How about dinner at Bibs pizza?"
Shocked I stood there. He left and I right away ran to Nat.
Nat planed my outfit but I really don't know if I love clint or not? What is love after all?
TO BE CONTINUED