Little Something Called Crush

So Fast

I can't focus on my class. I'm thinking of Drake and our moments together. Everything happened so fast. No introduction of names occurred.

The bell rang for our lunch. I gathered my things then put it in my locker.

I saw him again. I'm just thinking about him a while ago and now he is here walking in the corridor.

I missed this guy, we did not meet for a while and that for a while feels like a month already. So cliche but that's true.

I want to greet him and simply say hi. But how I'm suppose to do that. When I say hi, will he able to see me if his eyes is just the level of my head? Will I tap him and just say hi? Oh! I don't like that idea, I will look like a kid.

Nyahh! Why this is so hard to do?! Why do I need a lot of courage to simply say hi to him. Why does it is so hard to take the first step?!

Anyway, I'm a girl. Why would I bother myself to take the first step? Right?.

I walked passed him, didn't say hi or hello, no greetings, no talkings. NOTHING. This is stupid Claire, what would he think, huh?! That you're a snob?! That you don't care if he is around? That you don't treasure those moments?!

I don't know but I'm afraid. Afraid of the possible outcomes.

A realization hit me. He's not coming near me lately. He is not talking to me or even tease me when he sees me when I am around, which in fact he does before. Yah! BEFORE. He is being cold and that's why I'm so eager to his presence.

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Days passed by. And I'm still afraid. Whenever we will cross path it is either I will go to the opposite or just ignore him.

Maybe he noticed the awkwardness I felt about him because he also ignores me. Even a glance, a stare. NOTHING. He acts like I didn't exist. And the most hurtful thing is, he acts we didn't share moments together.

I feel guilty and there's regret.

Too bad. He didn't know I have a crush on him.

Too bad. This little something on us didn't last long.

Too bad. This little something on us didn't go to the next level.

EVERYTHING HAPPENED SO FAST AND EVERYTHING END UP SO FAST.

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