Life Is Worth Living

Chapter 2 I'm Human

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This guy had just walked into my life like it was nothing but It was something to me though. Justin had a personality that would make any girl fall in love. I sit on my bed doing my pre-calculus homework which is always such fun. My phone buzzes in my pocket and I look thinking it's my best friend Anna trying to ask me did I understand the homework like usual when we do get homework. I begin to read my text.

Wyd lovely? - Justin texts

Homework. Something you should be doing lol :)- i text back

Come on you know I don't do homework. I thought you would know that by now considering how much time I've been spending with you.- Justin texts

Go do something with your life. I got to get my GPA up if I'm going to be going somewhere .- I text back knowing he would respond back

Wow your beginning to sound positive for once in your life- justin texts

Gtg bye :) - ending my conversation with him

I just couldn't focus on something when knowing he was just a text away from me. He was just a friend and that's all I expected from him.

I put my homework away and I get ready for bed. I laid there in bed and just thought about how wrong I was on life.

Anna called 5 times that night but to bad my phone was on vibrate.

I got dress like usual and I went to school.

Sorry I didn't answer last night Anna- I text to Anna hoping she would respond

3 classes went by and Justin wasn't in painting class which made it even harder for me to focus on my work. I thought about how Anna had told me she had the flu last week and that she was going to a doctor.

Hey Anna I really am sorry- I text hoping something would come up on my phone

Hi who is this?- Anna responded

It's your best friend Nicole.- I respond

Oh sorry Nicole this is Anna's mom. I really think you should call me when you get out of school.- from Anna's phone

Sometimes Anna brought her mom into our argument. I never understood why she would want her mom to be part of her social life with her friends. Then again I was talking about Anna who always thought that the best way of figuring stuff out was to talk everything out. When I say everything I mean everything like the smallest disagreements. That was the only major issue I had with me and Anna 's friendship since 7th grade.

I finished my day out at school thinking what must be wrong with Justin and why he didn't come to school. I get home and throw my stuff on the couch. I grab the house phone and I dial in Anna's cell phone number.

"Hi Mrs. Star what's wrong?" - speaking in a concern way

Those words Anna's mom said haunted me for the rest of my life.

" I know this is hard honey and I just don't know how to tell you" -Anna's mom begins to sob

" what ?" - freaking out how Anna's mom said

"Anna died honey. We took her to the hospital yesterday and her sickness was something bigger than we thought"- Anna's mom crying

"Did you hear me Nicole ? I'm sorry" - Anna's mom crying

I was at a state of shock. I had just almost achieved happiness and I lose the one friend who was with me through thick and thin. We were suppose to graduate this year together. I just didn't know what to say.

" I'm sorry for your lost mrs. Star. I have to go"- I say fastly trying to avoid crying on the phone.

I didn't answer that one phone call. That phone call was Anna's goodbye and I didn't answer. I got so happy that something was changing in my life and I forgot my friend. I didn't deserve to be even considered a friend.

I walked up to my room and shut myself out. I couldn't take it anymore. Why did someone put this all on me? I was just human but I made the worst mistake a human could make. I had one task to be a friend and I failed. I wish sometimes it was me instead of her.
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