Lovelife Of Wapy! (Me :) ) (non-Fiction)

Why do I bother making a title....

Man... It stinks... I think... I've been Friendzoned.... You Know the feeling that You would do anything to make her yours, the problem is, she's not ready for what you want...... PSH... that wont stop me! 

But the truth is... This feeling hurts... It could swallow me.... the pain Coursing through me..... Evaporate me from Existence.... 

Ang sakit.... Being Loyal can hurt.... I wonder why She's pushing me back... have I Wronged??? Have I done something against her??? God answer my question..Or am I destined to be with her??? This venom can steer its own course...

I feel Like... I'm losing her... What's making me happy.... making me wanna go to school... do better....

Damn... it hurts.... Im not saying im giving up.... Just... please... Keep The Pain to a minimum......

Ever get the feeling you did your best... though it was never enough.... I wonder, when will she be ready for such a thing.... How can I bear this pains for so long??? Give me an sign... An Answer...anything.... Help me understand this...

Sometimes.... I just get caught up in my own drama..... Im a man... though Im such a drama queen...sheesh... Really??? Why does this frickin feeling always get me.... ALWAYS..... this is so annoying..... 

Maybe... I'll just try to live normally... with my friends,Best friends..... *sigh*

maybe... I dont deserve to be with her.... I sound Like.. I could give up any moment now... I'll try not to... though I can Only Bear this pain for so Long... Maybe... I could hide it from her though.... hmm.....she knows me too well... It'll never work.... *sigh* she might even end up hating on me...

RRRGHH! DAMN IT... I suck....