pain

chapter 2

anna's pov

im not a slut but after i met cody everything changed. the next thing i know the bell rings completely snapping me out of the journal topic about pain i was currently writing i read the last line i wrote one more time

" don't have anyone too depend on no one too take your hand and say you'll make it through this hell . instead you have too lace up your boots grab your own hand and pull yourself out like i did..."
then i closed my journal got my stuff and then walked out of class. i went too my locker too get my books and stuff for my next class and i of course i had too see cody and "crew" also known as the dicks of this school. cody, drew, wes , and mike. drew was just an asshole all he wanted to do was joke around. mike was a guy on social media who was pretty popular from there . wes was just all about smoking weed he was also my best friend at one point. until sammy dared him too kiss me as a joke and then he just left me when i thought he really liked me . that is kinda the reason me and cody also are kinda apart kinda funny how cody caused me all this pain yet i just keep going back too him. funny huh how this happens . but i do miss cody so fucking much. i texted him and just decided too say hey when i got too my next class by the time he actually answered it was time too go home . i was already on my way home. my phone buzzed and something almost hit me . it was a car and i look inside and it was cody. he told me too get in and all he had too say was sorry . i looked at him and he was in tears bloodshot red eyes . oh my god what the hell happened . "are you okay" is all i could manage too say . he just looked at me. "maybe i should drive ."
"please do and go too my house please , " come with me " he mumbled the last part. and i knew in that moment that's that exactly what i had too do