Addiction is hard
When you think of addiction you might think of drugs or chocolate, smoking, alcohol. What nobody tells you is what the most addicting thing is... The addiction to pain and hurt and sorrow. The need for more, even after you've cried all your tears. More pain more sadness, you read over the messages and oh look through the pictures. You punch the glass and stab your chest. You swallow the pills and close your eyes. It's not the drugs you're addicted to but the pain that the drugs cause...or the release of the pain, only to feel it come back again in a huge wave. You know later it'll hurt worse, but you don't care that's not of concern. You need that pain, that feeling to know that you're still alive that you're still here.
Sorry I've not had much poetry inspiration lately -Levi
