Harry Styles Imagines 2

140. Miss you-4

{Harry's POV = •• normal
Y/N's pov = ** italics }
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Soaking wet due to heavy pouring rain I stepped on his porch. My eyes red from crying. Hairs all wet and bad. My breath was heavy. I was still in shock shock that it happened.

Shaking and shivering I put my finger on the button which would show my presence. Ding dong. It rang. My heart speeded up with the thought of him. After all what happened I didn't knew if I was ready to accept him. Ready to face. Ready to love him again.

After third bell the door opened. The same smell hit me which I left six months ago. The same curly haired green eyes boy greeted me. His eyes were red too. Well I didn't expected that. Or maybe I did.

He was all shocked for first. Not making any move. But I was freezing .

"Hey. Ca-can I come in?" I asked shivering rubbing my arms. He nodded and gave me a warm smile. I knew behind that pain what was hidden. Pain. Pain that he caused me and him.

"Uh you are all wet. You stay here sit in front of fire while I'll get you something to wear and warn to drink. "He said smiling again. And I nodded . Who'd want to be sick anyway.

So I went and sat there. In front of that fire many memories flooded back.

"Ha-Harry hahahha stop baby!!!!" I said kicking my feets and Harry continued to tickle me.

"Hahah I won't!!! " he said tickling hard but suddenly he stopped. I looked at him amused by the fact he actually stopped. But soon he leaned in and kissed me. Kissed me with love and lust. With care and passion. With hunger and need.

And that was the day we made love for the first time. First time of our life's. First time of our need. First time of our love. All that happened in front of the fire I was sitting now.

"Hey " Harry interrupted me as he handled me the clothes. I accepted them and stared at fire in front of me.

"Hey you okay? " he asked as he saw tears running down my cheek.

"Why?"I asked still staying at the fire.

"Why?? Why did you do that? Why did you hurt me? What've I done to deserve this huh? We were perfect tower her and boom you ruined it !!! You got no right to end it. To crush it beneath your feet.!!!! Then why??"I shouted at him and now crying in my hands. I was so lost and broken that I couldn't control all what happened

^flashback^

"Harry is it true that you've written that song that made everyone shed their tears huh? " I heard from the tv playing in front on me. I froze in my tracks as I heard 'Harry' in that interview. I ran and sat in front t of tv.

He was changed. His hairs grown a bit Low and his smile wasn't that bright as usual.

"Yes it is" he said giving a tiny smile
Nodding.

"And that's the song you guys are gonna sing today here right." Interviewer Asked him and he nodded.

After a few convo it was time for them to perform that song. I was holding my breath for it. I knew it was about me. I just knew and when it came I broke down.

The song was called 'long way down'. He wrote it. Harry wrote it for me. No Doubt in that. There was a line in the song 'I tried to forgive you but I struggle cause I don't know how'' described my situation. I didn't knew how to forgive him.

But my heart told me to do it. I knew. He knew. We both knew that we can't live without each other so I went down on streets for his home.

^end of flashback^

"I-I you know I didn't did it on a purpose it was just an accident. " he stammered tears running down his cheek as well.

"I-I hate you" I said and wrapped my arms around his neck tightly. I was fighting for my life. I was fighting with myself for him. I had too.

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Wrapping my arms around her waist I hugged her close leaving no space between us. She was crying in my chest where it hurt. She was kissing it and it cured. She kissed me and I was sure that nothing could separate us. Because our love was pure.

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