Harry Styles Imagines 2

152. We'll be okay

Y/N's POV

"I wasn't flirting with her." Harry oar said calmly as he tried his best to keep his concentration on the road. Things between us weren't going really good. From the moment he got back after shooting his first movie he's acting a bit strange. First week of return from shooting was spent lovingly with kisses, cuddles and mostly making love. But as soon as time moved ahead he darted acting strange. He didn't asked for cuddles anymore, no morning or goodbye kisses he shared and most shocking thing was we didn't had sexy from three weeks till now. I mean it's not like I had periods I mean I did but no one's periods stays for three weeks!

"Oh well compliments aren't considered flirting but, saying 'sometimes I regret breaking up with you', laughing while kissing each other's cheek, and having tiny cuddles with your 'EX' is called FLIRTING! And especially when you are in front of your girlfriend!" I said furiously crossing my arms against my chest looking out of the window.

"Oh god is that called flirting? I didn't know! Thank you for telling me what flirting is Miss teacher !" Harry mocked clearly irritated . I don't know  what was going on Harry's mind but his actions were not actually liked by me. They were actually hurting me. Harry never was actually like this. He never touched any of his exes in front of me. As they're all models he knew my insecurities with them and he was such a gentleman accepting them.

"I was actually not flirting with her okay? That's called being nice. And that is what we do on purpose to show that were not bitchy like other. She's always nice to me when we meet so I was just return-" he went on with his explanation but I wasn't listening to him at all. My heart was already bursting and I didn't wanted to put more scars on it by going on with this argument. So I decided to stay silent and just look of window.

But staring out wasn't helping at all too. There were many happy couples out there  who reminded me what I and Harry used to be. I remember when I decided to cook for the first time for him and nearly set the house on fire because he distracted me with his kisses but later he comforted me with his cuddles and sweet words. I chuckled at the memory but the reality bought tears again. I kept wiping them away but they were too stubborn to be stopped.

Soon we reached his and mine shared house. Harry parked the car and got out and went straight inside leaving me alone. Another strange thing as he never did this. He was always a bit head of me so he can open my door before I did that myself.

I opened the gate and walked inside. Taking in the smell of our home my nostrils felt good. This was something that could never change I expect. Unlike people. I slowly made my way to the bedroom and heard Harry talking to someone one phone. Well I was on the other side of room so I pressed my ear to the door and eavesdrop to his conversation.

"No mom you don't understand ! I'm losing her! And losing her means I'm losing everything I have!" He said in frustration to his mom as clearly.

"Yes we did but not from last three weeks. She's getting distant mom. I'm not near her even if I am. I-I cannot mum. Please do something ! It hu-hurts bad." I heard his sons and then a loud thud. Well that was enough for me to slam the door open only to find him down on knees with red eyes. He bought the phone to his ear and said goodbye to his mum before getting up.

"I-I'm so sorry." I said as my tears filled my own eyes. Even though I tried I ever knew he felt that way. I tried being with him but somewhere I wasn't totally with him. My breath quickened as tears fell down and rolled down the curves of my cheek.

"Oh baby come here." Harry said crying as he opened his and I accepted their call. I wrapped my arms around his waist and rested my head on his chest letting the tears fall softly soaking his shirt. His own tears were wetting my hairs too as he rested his head on top of mine.

"I'm sorry too petal. I-I shouldn't have treated you like that the past days. You are everything to me. My day and night. My star and moon. My sunshine. My world. And I don't think so I ever would be ready to lose it all. Plus I don't want any other to give me pain in ass the way you do." He spoke softly chuckling at the end as I punched his arm playfully.

"dork. But I love you too Harry. And yes past days were bad but I promise I'm willing to make it work and be like the way it used to if you're with me and P.S. I won't let any other give you pain in ass the way I do." I said looking him in the eye making him smile and nod his head.

"I promise." He said as he linked his pinky with mine before leaning down and connecting his mouth to mine. I know they're are bumps in the road but when you have someone who truly loves you then those bumps are nothing. And to me that someone was Harry. My forever and ever.

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