Philophobia || Fear Of Love {#Wattys2016} [ O N H O L D ]

Prologue

"Thank you for breaking my heart.Again"

2 years ago,before we both fell in love,a part of me was broken because of the wrong choice I made and a part of you was eager to find love just for you to know the feeling of being broken.

When you bumped into me at the coffee shop that day and I spilled my Starbucks Iced Coffee on your thousand-dollar shirt,I looked up to you,and man,this boy is GORGEOUS.

I saw your deep blue oceans that sparkles and made this tingling feeling in the pit of my stomach.

And your dimples that were oh,so deep that made me question myself, 'I wonder if those dimples are the same on how deep he loves.'It was love at first sight.

Days turned to weeks,to months and to year.I don't know what was I thinking that time,but I always felt this extraordinary feeling whenever you're around.I fell in love with you and I know you felt the same way too.

Things went great.

You treated me like a princess,and I treated you like my prince.We held each other like it was the end of the world.I thought this wasn't going to end.But I am proven wrong.

It's really true that;

"Nothing lasts FOREVER."

This caused me terrible happenings.Me,being depressed,cutting my self,attempting suicide, starving myself,and other things that depressed people do.

But worst of all;

"Having FEAR in LOVE."

(A/N:Hey!>It's girlhowdy here!So,you might be wondering 'Why do you have another account?'Because I decided to separate my Fiction Stories to my Graphic Related Stories.Isn't it surprising?Okay,okay. I know that you noticed some wrong grammar, typos and other sh*t but,srsly.It is hard for me cause I ain't speak the Universal language fluently.BTW, thank you KrungRi_Gizibe for the amazing cover!)