pisces

✨ seven ✨

"hey leo, you okay?"

"yah I'm okay"

"liar."

"i'm not fucking okay dammit! can you please shut the fuck up"

"..."

"sorry for being harsh"

"not it's okay I don't mind"

"no really I'm sorry I shouldn't-"

"no it's okay leo I mean it"

"..."

"what happened? who called you just now?"

"my dad"

"oh...umm what does he want?"

"he wants me to come back"

"that's great isn't it? "

"no it's-, he said he's sorry and stuff but I know when I come back, he will still continue drinking. I can't live with him like that. do you wanna know why my mom died?"

"umm...yah sure"

"she killed herself because my dad was cheating with her. guess who he cheated with? my mom's sister. my damn aunt. for 3 fucking years and my mom loved my dad so fucking much but my dad was a dickhead"

"did your dad regretted what he did?"

"I mean yah. he was depressed and he started drinking. but he forgot he had children or now a child but he's still lost in his own world"

"you hate your dad right?"

"yah of course"

"does your dad know that?"

"I reminded it to him every fucking day"

"then he probably drinks because he feels guilty and sad cause his own son hates him"

"yah but still-"

"you should forgive him"

"pisces do you even hear yourself?"

"everyone deserves forgiveness no matter what crime they did. your dad is torturing himself and all he has left is you and now you left him. he's probably so miserable right now"

"yah but he still won't stop drinking and-"

"then you should help him. you both need to heal and fix each other. give him a chance leo. please. he's your father and he cares for you."

"I'll think about it"

"leo your dad is worried sick of-, wait where are you going?"

"I need some time alone"

.......

"you should be grateful you have at least one parent"

"what? how did you find me?"

"come on hermano you always sit at places where you can see the stars easily"

"stalker much"

"shut up and scoot"

"scoot?"

"by scoot I mean move I want to sit"

"oh okay"

"..."

"pi?"

"yeah?"

"where are your parents?"

"I don't know"

"what do you mean?"

"It's means I never met my parents before."

"But then-"

"leo I live in an orphanage"

"oh shit pisces i-"

"it's okay. I actually love that place. It's a all female orphanage. the aunties there are caring and lovely. I have a lot of friends there tho they don't actually like me."

"why not?"

"because I'm blocking their happiness. I only have one true friend there. her name's kathreen. she's my age. she's bisexual. the girls there think that kath's in love with all of them but they don't know that kath's more attracted to boys and the girls there are not her type"

"i hate them"

"same here"

"is that why you ran away?"

"no it's not because of them. I just want to do stuff I wanted to do for a long time"

"like messing with security?"

"exactly"

"haha you are really surprising."

"rightttt"

we both laughed a bit and then kept quite. the silence was comfortable but I knew something was bothering pisces. I looked at her and she was so lost in her thoughts. I studied her. she had flaws but she was breathtakingly beautiful. from her freckles to her chubby cheeks to her reddish hair to her blue eyes to her pinkish lips. she was not perfect but she was true perfection to me.

"pi?"

"yes leo"

"I'll look after you. I'll be your orphanage for now"

"for now?"

"yah you said you were going to leave"

"yah...I did"

she leaned her head on my shoulders and I wrapped my arms around her. we met a few days ago and we only know a few things about each other but I feel like we are strangers with the same lost heart.

"pi?"

"yeah?"

"this feels nice. you feel nice"

"same here hermano"

"good"