Sea

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The grief comes in waves
Threatens to engulf me
Wash over me
Take me with it
Drown me

Then I experience a moment of calm
A period of understanding
Of these dynamics
And it's in that moment
I experience a world of emotions
Of oblivion
Of denial
Of not caring
Of rebellion
Of strength to overcome
Of talking myself through it
Of knowing it's ok, I'll be fine
Of deserving...

And then the next wave rolls in
Quite unexpectedly really!

I forget I'm still at Sea
Still subject to waves
Still prone to drowning
Still hoping to float above..

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⏰ Last updated: Nov 19, 2015 ⏰

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