Feelings..

#4 LOVE

"Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength. While loving someone gives you courage."

An alien thing which gives us heaven and hell at the same time. There is no exact definition of this word I guess. It's beautiful thing if you have it in your life in its' pure form. And it's the scariest thing if you have it in the fake form.

I don't know why the hell on this earth people likes it to act like 'I love you' but in reality they just don't know what those words mean? I mean they don't know the value of these three words. Halwa hai kya?.

I don't know how people got that potential to play with someone's life. I think they live in the world in which they all have a kingdom called as 'Reality sucks'. You never know the person behind you relates to that world. But I hope it's not. Because these people are really pathetic and scary (even more than lizards, ewww). 

Some of us have our past like a nightmare just because of love. That person made my life so complicated that everything looks terrible and I just can't do anything. I know that life is getting harder and harder but my heart ends up crying and screaming without making any noise.

Oh I forgot it! Let me introduce you to my heart <3. This little cute looking thing is really stupid. It has a rule, that if anything or any person says 'I love you', it believes them quickly and it also serves love in never ending way. And yeah! Here's my brain (Ɛ3). It works normally! it functions well, It knows everything, says everything, notices everything, never believes quickly on someone, and is unable to speak against my heart. That is why Demi Lovato said, "Give your heart a break". But you know what. Knowing about love, who destroyed my life, I still want love, to heal my wounds. And you know that, heart wants what it wants.

I was thinking.. Why am I recalling my past to smash my face so hard that it could almost lead to the tears fall down? No wait wait wait! Stay strong nish. You have written a whole blog about it then how could you! Yeah I'm fine now. (Stupidity at its edge? ikr)..

You know what, you have that person in your life that lives for you and cares for you so much that they can do anything to make you happy. Maybe it could be your life partner (because they love you), your neighbor (because he borrows sugar from you for his coffee as he's addicted to it), your sister or brother (because you're an inspiration for them), your friend (because he/she knows that you will never leave them ever no matter how hard is the situation), your parents (because you are still their kid no matter how annoying your habits are) and so on. Love is present in various things in your life; you just have to take off your "everything looks rotten" glasses from your eyes. Once you have done it, ENJOYYYY your life!... I believe that you will find your everything like love.

If you think I am wrong in previous para about people beside you, If you think no one is there to pick you up and make you feel comfortable at the time you feeling at your worst. I have some things to tell you:

1. Listen to your heart- Do whatever your heart says to make you feel good. Stop thinking about suicide (why? read my previous blog, idiot.)

2. Listen to music- It really works excellent in every situation. If you are upset or heart broken then ignore love songs (highly recommended). Listen to rock music or some cheering up ones. Or I can prefer you your favorites. (One Direction works wonderful for me! (^-^)).

3. Pray- This is the most perfect thing we have got in our lives. Do I need to say anything more? God is always with you no matter where ever you go.

I'm sorry if something made you hurt. But let's face it no, I can't believe if you have no one to comfort you when you're upset or sad. If can never be possible unless you have shut down people out of your life. But if it is that you don't have anyone, that doesn't mean you're alone. I'm serious about that. If you don't have anyone right now, you will have them very soon if you give them a chance. If you want a second chance you should learn to give a second chance. I believe it.

I know you're thinking what will change by believing of mine? Yeah I know that right. I'm not a magician who will give you some chocolate flavored syrup to drink and you will feel happy for the rest of your life. But I don't know I have a feeling coming from the deepest place of my heart that your heart will get what it wants. Because I have got my love by just believing that one day, sun will rise with my name written on it and it will change my life. And it happened... I have the most gorgeous hearty boy in my life who loves me a lot and I love him too. Now it's your turn, to believe that one day the sun will rise with your name written on it and everything will never be the same as it was before. Just wait for the right moment.

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Hello Readers!

Okayyy!! So this one was a bit difficult, because its LOVE! .. next blog will be tomorrow maybe. If you liked this one pleeeeeease do comment and vote for it and share too if it's worth it. Thank you so much for reading this one I hope it wouldn't hurt you and just.. well okay I'm sorry if it hurts you. Time to go byee!! ;) love yourself and just don't listen to your heart always. Sometimes it's the wrong way to go.

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