Over Again

Chapter 10- Desperation

Chapter 10- Desperation

KADEN'S POV

Nathan was sitting on the bed just lookin at me. I was standing up, punching the wall, yelling at nothing in particular and screaming in desperation.

The days that followed, i wouldn't get up from the bed, i wouldn't talk to anyone, i wouldn't eat. I just couldn't. Guilt was eating me from very deep inside. My parents were really concerned about my health, so mom took me to the therapist. At first i was thinking they thought i was crazy so i refused, because, i'm not crazy, i'm perfectly sane. But then i agreed to go, maybe it would be better for myself.

First day at the therapist, her name's Carol, and i can't complain, she's pretty hot. If Nathan was here he would've already started flirting. Yeah, my best friend is a total man whore.

Back to the point. Carol asked what is wrong with me and i told her it was nothing. I refuse to talk to her about Sophie, that would only make my guilt worse. So she told me to write this kind of journal thing of everything that's bothering me. Instead i'm writing about every one of my days with Sophie since the time that she bumped into me coming out of the bus at that camp.

-Day 12 Week 2-

"So, the guys left for training." I said smirking at her.

"Mhm. So?" OMFG! She doesn't get it.

"We have the whole cabin for ourselves." I whispered, sending her a wink.

"Oh, i see." She stood up and slowly walked up to my bed where i was sitting at. When she was two inces apart, she sat on my lap facing me, each leg on one side and her arms wrapped around my neck.

"What do you want to do?" She wispered seductively.

"Mm, i don't know. Maybe, this?" And roughly pressed my lips against hers. We started leaning back slowly. When we were completely lying on te bed, we rolled over so i was on top of her and in complete control.

Her legs were wrapped around my waist and her arms around my neck. I traced my way slowly from her lips down to her neck, she let go of my neck and leaned her head back. My hands were at the hem of her bright pink tight tank top. Slowly i started pulling it off until it was over head and then on the floor. She rolled over and unbuttoned my shirt, then started kissing my chest gently.

The second i get ridd of her bra, we hear the door opening, and people laughing.

"Fuck them." I mumbled and got of from on top of her, going to get my shirt. She just giggled, grabbed her bra and shirt, leaned in to kiss me and then ran of to the upstairs bathroom.

"KADEN! SOPHIE! WE'RE HERE! HOPE YOU WEREN'T DOING ANYTHING NAUGHTY WHILE WE WERE GONE!" I heard my best friend yelling while the others laughed.

"Fuck them. AGAIN!" Whispered the first part, yelled the second. Punched the wall and ran downstairs as if nothing had happened.

"Hey guys." You could hear the anger in my voice.

"Where's Sophie?" Logan asked with too much curiosity.

"Why do you care?" I snapped at him.

"Dude, calm down, i just asked where she is."

"I'm right here." Suddenly everyone, and i mean EVERYONE, snaps their head towards her. Stop looking at her, she's mine. But they don't know that yet. She's mine, mine, mine, and only MINE!