We walked over to what I am guessing is Justin's room. I sat down on his bed and watched as he set up the game.
"So what do I get when I win?" I questioned as he gave me a controller. He looked over at me and smiled. "I'll give you my guitar." He's really gonna give me his guitar?
OH MY BIEBER THIS IS THE BEST EVER!
"Like legit?" he laughed and nodded. "Like legit." I chuckled. "What do you get IF, if you win." he smirked and moved so his face was close to mine, so close I could feel his breath on my lips. Shivers crawled down my spine as I could taste his breath. oh. my. Bieber. stay cool. Don't freak out or you will ruin everything.
"You, have to give me a kiss." he whispered. I shivered when he said that. There is no way this is really happening.
I pulled away and smirked.
"So this is a win-win situation for me?" He chuckled and replied with an I guess as we started playing.
I wanted to kiss him. Man do I! it's always been my dream, okay that sounds kind of weird but it is true. Justin has always been my dream and now that everything is actually happening, I don't know. Like I've said before. This is all too good to be true.
I may want that kiss, SO VERY BADLY, but I'm sorry to say that I am not going to lose just so I can get a kiss. No. That's not in Lucy's book of how to have fun. Hah.
The game ended and I stared at the screen in awe. 21-20. Justin won. "I never lose!" I yelled. They both laughed while I sat there and pouted like a little kid.
"I'll let you two do your thing. I'm going to the car. It was nice meeting you Bieber. You aren't as bad as I thought you were." I smiled. I finally got her to like him. That only took 4 years, no biggy..
I nodded and I could tell she was gone when I heard the bus door close.
"I wanted you guitar..." I mumbled. I heard Justin chuckle again. I look down at my lap so I don't have to meet his winning gaze. Yes I am a very sore loser. Not one that like gets mad and is an ass to everyone, just one that pouts and acts like they are two. But hey, I'm used to winning. haha.
"Babe," I smiled at the sound of him saying that to me. "What?" I asked, not lifting my head up to see his face.
I felt him put his fingers on my chin and brought my face towards his until I could feel his lips on mine. I kissed him back as soon as I felt his soft lips on mine.
HE REALLY KISSED ME. WE REALLY KISSED. HE WAS MY FIRST KISS! OH MY AAAHHH!!
I fought the urge to freak out as he pulled away from the kiss and rested his forehead on mine. He looked into my head and smiled before kissing me quickly again.
I felt the butterflies in my stomach and smiled. This is honestly the best night ever. Like no night can beat this night because it is perfect and I Love everything about it.
U Smile came on and I groaned. "Uhh hello?" I asked happily down the phone. "LUCY YOU WERE THE ONE LESS LONELY GIRL!" Marie screamed down the phone causing me to bring it off my ear so I wouldn't get ear damage due to the cost that I'm pretty sure people in China heard her.
I smiled. "I know. But hey I can't talk right now. I'll call you tomorrow bye." I said quickly. I hung up the phone and then turned to face Justin.
"Do you kiss all of your One Less Lonely Girls?" he laughed. "No, you are the only one." I smiled and nodded and then lied down next to him.
"I bet you have wanted to do that for a while." I chuckled and smiled. I could feel my cheeks burning up and nodded my head. "Oh you have no idea. Ever since 2008, I've always wanted you to be my first kiss. I never though it would actually happen, but Never Say Never right?"
Justin laughed and pulled me closer to him. I smiled and cuddled up to him. I know I always say I am Mrs. Bieber and Justin's girlfriend and everything, but I honestly never thought I would be in this situation right now. It's just.... crazy..
"Wait did you say I was you FIRST kiss?" Justin said, emphasizing first.
Oh Bieber, I actually said he was my first kiss. That slipped out. Oh shit. He isn't supposed to know! That's embarrassing..
"Uhmm... err.. uhh.. err... yeah..." I said quietly. Yeah I am ashamed to say I hadn't had my first kiss until now at the age of 15. It is embarrassing and I know it is, but what am I supposed to do about it?
"No. There is no way I was just your first kiss" I looked down ashamed. Of all people it slipped out to, it just HAD to be Justin. Lord kill me now!!
"Uhmm..." I didn't really know what to say to him. 'Oh yeah I am a loser so I haven't had my first kiss until now.' Perfect.
Justin sat up and turned me so I was now facing him. "Babe," he said quietly. I didn't want to look up at him. No way!
"Baby," he said as he lifted my chin up so I would look at him. "Will you tell me why?" Tell him why? Is he crazy? It SLIPPED out, I am not going to tell him why if it shouldn't have been said in the first place.
I shook my head and looked down again. He put both of his hands on my face and cupped my face and pulled my head up so I would look at him again. He looked into my eyes and I looked into his. Oh Bieber, his eyes were so gorgeous. The perfect shade of brown and every time I would look into them my heart would just melt.
"No Justin." he sighed. "Why not?"
"Because I am just not the girl to get all the guys. I mean not like that. We are all just best friends, never anything more. I don't have the body, or the personality that every guy wants as their girlfriend. They would rather me just be their best friend, and I am more than happy to be that. The last 'Boyfriend' I had was in Grade School, if that even counts. Boys are trouble anyways. All they do is lead you on and then let you fall right through their arms when you are finally ready to trust them to catch you."
That's what Jordan did to me. We started talking and we both liked each other, and then one day he just stopped talking to me. Next thing I know, 3 months later he has a girlfriend. But that's over and we are closer than ever now, but it still hurt. I mean, I still like Jordan, but he doesn't know that. And he doesn't need to. Plus he has a stupid girlfriend.
I silent tear ran down my cheek at the thought of Jordan. All I will ever be to him is his 2nd best. And that kills me to know is the truth.
"Babe don't cry." Justin said as he wiped the tear from my cheek. He pulled me into a tight hug. I felt so warm and safe, as if no one could hurt me. But let's get back to reality. You get hurt in whatever you do.
You are never completely safe from harm.
