"Who is this kid?" Justin said breaking the silence that we had, other than the sound of each other's gentle breathing and steady heartbeats. "You don't even know him.." I replied because it's true.
He doesn't know anyone I know. I mean I couldn't even get him to notice me when I would try my hardest, how would he ever know Jordan or Marie or anyone?
"So that doesn't matter. Lucy just tell me who he is." He said sternly. I gave him a small sigh.
Why does he even care anyways? It's not like he is ever going to meet him..
"His name is Jordan. He is uhh.. my best friend.." I said quietly. Justin nodded his head after giving me a weird look.
I know what he is probably thinking. Why is he your best friend if he hurt you? Why do you still talk to him if he doesn't care for you? But the truth is, he obviously didn't even know I had feelings for him. Well he did, but I think he thought that I got over it. But that's where he went wrong. I never got over it. I still haven't. But what am I supposed to do about it? He has a girlfriend. And now our friendship is strong and sturdy. I don't want anything to mess it up.
"Not all guys are like that." Justin said, breaking the silence and my thoughts once again.
I laughed a little. "Well I obviously wouldn't know that."
He pulled me closer to his chest and starting to sing softly and sweetly.
This moment right here, is perfect. Who would have ever thought I would actually be in Justin's arms, Justin my idol and inspiration, Justin my hero, Who would have ever thought I would actually be in the situation I am in right now?
Yes i have dreamed of it and I have always wanted it to happen, but deep down inside, WAY deep down inside, I thought I never would even get to meet him.
"Who's gonna make you fall in love? I know you got your walls wrapped all the way around your heart. Don't have to be scared at all, oh my love, But you can't fly unless you let yourself fall."
I smiled as Justin finished the song and then kissed the top of my head, leaving his lips there for a little, and then pulling away.
"I will catch you if you fall." Justin said quietly. I sighed. "YOU are the biggest popstar in the entire world." I said putting more emphasis on 'you'.
He sighed. "So what? We could make this work. We could make us work."
"Justini love you, i really do. With all my heart. I mean I've been dreaming of this moment for so long. I know you so well. You are the first person I ever truely loved. But I can't." I pulled out of his grip and looked at him. I saw the sorrow in his eyes, the pain, and heartbreak? "You don't know me. I wish you did, but you don't. Plus, you are on tour. We would never see each other. It would just be too hard." I said.
I sat up and tried to look into Justin's eyes but failed because he was looking down and wouldn't look at me.
Don't get me wrong, I do want to have something with Justin, but he is a celebrity. And not just any celebrity, the biggest celebrity since like Michael Jackson. You go out on the streets and say his name, everyone knows who you are talking about.
But what if he really is different from what I think? What is he is actually a snobby rich superstar that does everything for fame and attention? What if he really doesn't care fo rme and he is just doing all of this ti try and get into my--
Woah woah woah. Why am I questioning Justin? My Justin? The Justin I have always believed in? What is wrong with me? Am I just finally seeing reality instead of what I just want my dreams to become?
"Can we give it time?" I asked him. What if we DO keep talking and he DOES get to know me. What if he proves my negative thoughts wrong and IS everything I hope he is?
He slowly looked up at me with a hint of sadness mixed with hope in his eyes. "Yeah..." He said quietly. I smiled. "Will you text me superstar?" He finally smiled and nodded. I gave him a quick peck on the cheek.
I looked down at my phone. 3:36. Oh my Bieber I have to get home! Ugh! I don't want to leave Justin. He is so gorgeous and sweet and cute and talented and hot and I just love him. I wish I could stay here forever with him. Fuck my Life. No wait my life if perfect right now. Because Justin is finally in it.
He laughed and i looked at him confused. "What?" I questioned with a smile. "I heard all of that." I instantly felt my cheeks start to burn from embarrasment. I looked down and tried to cover the bright red color.
"I though I was thinking all of that.." I mumbled with a frown.
He pulled me into a hug. "It's alright. I don't want to leave you either." He said quietly into my ear. I smiled and pulled away.
"Well I really do have to get going so text me love." I said as I got up and grabbed my stuff. I walked to the door and reached for the door nob but was pulled back by my waist. I smiled and turned around to see Justin.
"You think I'm just gonna let you walk out alone and not even walk you out? What kind of gentleman would do that?" I laughed and took his hands as he opened the door and walked me to the gates.
I saw Aylla in her car on her phone. I'm surprised she is still awake. I turned around and faced Justin."Thank you so much. This had been the best night ever. I never really thought any of this would happen, but it did and I don't know how to ever thank you enough." Justin pulled me into a hug.
"Don't worry about it. I had fun." He said. I smiled into his chest. "When are you leaving?" I mumbled into his chest.
"Tomorrow morning." I sighed. "Oh well have fun touring. Come back to Utah as soon as possible so I can see you again alright?" Justin chuckled. "Of course. And I will text you okay?" I smiled and nodded.
I turned around to walk to Aylla's car only to be pulled back around. Before my brain could even comprehend what was happening, I felt Justin's lips on mine as he cupped my face with his hands. I smiled and kissed him back with just as much force as he was using.
"I love you Justin." I said as I pulled away. Justin looked into my eyes. "I lo-" "Don't say it unless you really truely honestly mean it." I interupted him. I pecked his lips a few more times before walking to Aylla's car.
"I can't believe you really kissed him." Aylla said as I got in the car. I looked over at her. "And you didn't even freak out, like at all." I smiled and nodded.
"AAAAHHHH! I KISSED JUSTIN! AND HUNG OUT WITH HIM! AND PLAYED VIDEOGAMES! HE CALLED ME GORGEOUS AND SANG TO ME! AAAHHHH!!" Aylla plugged her ears while I fan girled about everything that happened.
I am actually really surprised for how long I held it in when all I wanted to do was scream and cry at all the little things he did.
"Wow you've been holding that in all night huh?" I nodded my head and laughed.
"Oh my Bieber. I swear this is all a dream." Aylla laughed and started the engine of her car. Justin's voice started to blare through the speakers when his CD came on.
My phone buzzed and I opened a text from Justin, making butterflies form in my stomach.
From: MY HUSBAND <3
Goodnight Beautiful. I had a lot of fun tonight. Text me when you get home so I know you are safe. :)
BEST. NIGHT. EVER.
