lee jihoon(woozi) | 더 리듬 the rhythm

fifth-melody☽

JIHOON✘

When i was at my uncle's cafe suddenly seungcheol hyung sent me some messages said president want to meet me, i was seriously shocked and rushing back to the studio.

When i arrived at the building i can see seungcheol hyung waiting for me worriedly and try to support me by pats my back. Once i open the door i stares at the president who looks so serious makes me suddenly think about something, it is about my songs? While thinking about the songs that i sent to him last week

Maybe its not good enough but he usually will just text me about that, but why this time he want to meet me? "Im sorry for a sudden visit without saying anything but the reason is...." I nervously waiting for him to continue it "jihoon im sorry but i don't think i will use any of your songs for svt debut"

It's literally breaks my heart, he gave me so much hope before but now he already lost hope on me. "I already found a suitable song from a very famous producer" he added. Not making me feels more better at all. After all the stress and burden I have to bear with this is what i get?

I just stay silence can't even face him properly, kinda feels mad also disappointed not only to him but also to myself. "you didnt create any good songs to debut and i cant wait anymore its being a year" it's so harsh, he's too cruel on me but what he said is right i barely want to accept it "and im so sure your other members don't want to wait any longer too" he added and pats my shoulder.

He's right, I shouldn't be selfish i need to think about the members too. I just nods to him and manages to fake a smile to him even though it's already bleeding inside me. He stand up and pats my head before leaving, didn't even turn back when I hope he can change his mind.

After he left me alone inside the studio, i just remind silence and hold my head with both of my hands "svt producer lee jihoon? stop dreaming" i suddenly laughs out of sadness, suddenly i can see tears droping on my shoes

"stop dreaming lee jihoon" I mumbles and the tears dropping heavier after i said it. I wipes my tears away and i look up to prevent my tears to keep dropping. I keep rotating my chair to the right and left and staring at the ceiling blankly also try to calm myself down

"But as long as my members will be happy and we will debut I should be happy too" i sigh and try to smile also trying to brainwash myself.

Someone suddenly knocking the door loudly and immediately open it "jihoon-ah!!" seungcheol hyung immediately hug me, he surely feels so worried about me "tell me what did he tell you?!" He sat on the chair where president sat before stares right into my eyes

"He said.....he said we will debut soon" i shout excitedly to him and he just gasp "wow you are seriously so bad at lying" says seungcheol he dont want to believe it "ask him yourself then! He told me that seriously!" and I shakes his shoulders, he's still gasping can't believe the reality

He immediately stand up and walks to the door "where are you going?" I raises my eyebrows looking at him acting weird "i want to tell the boys about this they will seriously be so happy" he shows me a big smile and i just giggles when i look at him then he leave.

"yes hyung its finally going to happen" i mumbles by myself still with the mix-feeling.

MELODY✘

Days had passed after what happened between me and that little guy at the cafe. I just can't stop thinking about him, his voice keep on appearing into my head like a ghost spell. "his voice" i mumbles while holding a pen, writing and doodling something on my diary.

"Are you talking to me?" Haru turns her head around and look at me "ah im sorry, i just talking to myself" she nods and try to look at the content inside my diary "where are you trying to look at?" I say while trying to hide what I write and she just smirks to me. "You seems to have a lot of things in mind is everything okay?" She face me properly and look at me

I sigh, don't really know how to tell her meanwhile she's still trying to take a peek on my diary. "Okay okay don't try too hard, i will let you see" i shows her what i just write since it's just some notes for a new song. She probably can't understand it anyway "inspires by j?" She read the last sentence i wrote there

"That J makes me wrote that" i just mumbles and look away outside the window, she raises her eyebrows "who? But who's J? And how?" She immediately asks and i try to ignore her questions "ah okay you don't want to tell me oh okay that's fine" she pouts in sulking and turns around to her sit again makes me feels bad

"Haru-ya it's not like that it's just okay i will tell you" i said while poking her shoulders then she look at me again with a bright smile "at the cafe you know ....." she open her eyes widely and listen to me properly.

I just tells her about what happened between me and the guy. "and we performed together y-yesterday" i added and immediately look away out of embarrassment. But before i look away i can see she's gasping the air "oh my goodness it was like a drama!" i sigh at her reaction i already know she will overreacting like that

"Please don't get me wrong, that's not my point" I said and read what i wrote again its kinda a good song, i ignores haru who totally imagines weird thing inside her mind and keep humming the song "thank you for the great idea for my new fanfic" she take out her phone and writing her favorite idols fanfiction.

I just sigh and shakes my head at Haru and stare outside the window again and look up to the sky. "What a great weather" i mumbles and smile by myself "yul-ah dont talk to me now im busy" Haru still typing so fast on her phone "I didn't talk to you," i said coldly and close my notebook and take out a math exercise book

"But wait! Do you talk with him? Im about to answer that but "of course you did right, so you get his phone number?" She finally stop typing and look at me, i blinks my eyes twice and about to answer "of course you didn't" then she look at her phone agan "why are you even bothering asking anyway" i smirk and she looks kinda disappoint with my answers i don't even know why,

"But haru, he got my number" i said and she immediately look at me with a wide eyes "w-what?! Why didn't you tell me that earlier" She put her phone down and everyone in the class suddenly stare at us because of the nosiness she makes. She apologizes to everyone while rubbing her neck embarrassingly

"Behave haru" i mumbles and sigh at her. She's still waiting for me to tell her about that though but then our homeroom teacher finally arrives "maybe later my dear" i point to the front and she start to whine when she sees the teacher. "you must tell me about it after this" she added and immediately turns around to sit properly.

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