Diverse. (boyxboy)

Chapter Ocho.

-.-Robbie's POV-.-

The tears welled-up in my eyes as i leaned againist the wall of the shower. I grabbed the sharp razor blade bringing it to my wrist. "All the pain will be gone, all the pain will be gone." I whispered as i brought the razor blade down to my nice bare skin. I Winced in pain as it went through and next thing i knew the pain was gone. 

-.-Norm's POV.-.-

I wonder how Rileys doing. I Sighed remembering what happened. 

Dear god, i feel bad for him. Even though i've been oh-so happy because i got engaged it all went down the drain. I sighed walking into Robbie's Room. I didn't see anybody but i could hear the shower running.

 'Ew what are they doing?' i thought. "ROBBIIIIEEEE" i yelled.

 No answer.

 "RILLEEYYY" I yelled once again. 

No answer. 

Oh no, that's not good.

 "ROBBIEEE!!!!!!!" I Screamed. 

Still no answer. 

I ran to my room and grabbed the key to unlock the doors of this house. I Ran to Robbie's Room and opened the bathroom door. I walked over the Shower. "Shit Robbie!"

He was laying there unconscious drenched in blood. He had the Razor blade grasped in his Right hand the deep cuts in his left wrist. 

I know Robbie has cut before plenty of times, but it never looked this bad. I Got onto my knees and grabbed him. WHERE THE HELL IS RILEY? Ugh! 

i Need help. "CARLY!!" i Screamed in a panicked voice. The blood was still overflowing from his wrist. This isn't good. "Robbie wake up!" I sighed with tears in my eyes. i shook him gently. "Robbie come on, pleasee" The tears escaped my eyes as Norm ran into Robbie's Bathroom. 

"Wh- Oh No!" She kneeled down next to me with Robbie in  my arms. 

"What happened?"

 "I don't know" I whispered in a hoarse voice. "I'll call 911, I'll be right back." She whispered patting my shoulder. I dragged Robbie over to his bed and found 2 t-shirts. I wrapped them both securely around his left wrist to help stop the bleeding. I Wrapped him in a blanket and layed him on his bed. 

I walked back into the bathroom and looked for any clues to why he did this. I walked over to his sink where layed a nice note in Robbie's Hand writing. 

"Dear Riley,

I Know that after what i told you, you would not want to be with me.

Neither you would want to continue our friendship. 

It will just be awkward for you, because i know you don't love me the way i love you. 

I expected the reaction you showed and now i think you are better off without me, I can't just be freinds anymore Riley, and i know you will never want to be more than friends. So here i go.

Good-bye. I'll see you in heaven, Or hell. Either one is fine to be honest.

i love you.& You're the last thing i'll be thinking of when i go. 

Riley, i've loved you since the first time we ment when we were in day care. 

You stole my blue crayon and i started to cry and you started to cry and we held eachother crying. I don't know why, but we were like 2. I knew then you were my other half.

But you're not like me you're straight and hell yes i respect that but somedays i wish you would magically become gay and have feelings for me. Even though that will never happen. I Respect that.